Friday, September 22, 2006

You tell me.

(listening to "Bizarre Love Triangle" by Frente) (thank you Wenting!)

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Im not sure what this could mean
I dont think youre what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling

I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say



i'm confused. pretty much. You just threw me back and forth. Yes and no. Yes or no?. Yes. and no. maybe yes. but i think no. then i think yes. but then, its no. then you made me think yes. then i thought yes. but then it changed to no. and then i thought it became yes again. so i thought yes. and then, i think no. but apparently you think yes. so.

Yes or no.i need my Holy Spirit.


i want to think no. because. because. because. i just think no. but then, i wouldn't want God to not have space to work. so. i'll just see how it goes.

Anyway.HALLELUJAH! no asthma attack today! and thank you Joel for the ride home =)