hmmm.

Should THIS be the drive to want to draw closer to God? i seriously don't think so.

i don't think i wanna draw close to God just because people around me are so close to Him that i feel compelled to be close to Him.

NOOoo. That should NEVER be the case.


Jesus. Help me to want to draw nearer to You. Help me to want to Love You more and more and more each and every minute. Lord i pray you ignite in me this Fire to burn for you, to yearn for you. i want to long for You like i've never done before. i want to love you more than anything or anyone else.

And Jesus. please give me direction.. i'm pretty lost. love you! kisses.