Yes Sir.

when God says "No." its shall be "no."

Won't you Lift your hands to praise the LOrd!

HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Scm is FINALLY over. and the Lord is so amazing. He brought me to all the chapters that were gonna be tested. and helped me to remember the details. I LOVE YOU JESUS!

Today i was on the bus. after (extremely) reading thru my super duper ultra uber compressed SCM notes, i decided to take out my book to read. and OH. Dear holy spirit just touched my soul with only the introduction of the book, and i could feel tears just well up in my eyes!! if He can do SO much with just the introduction. can you imagine wat he'll do for the rest of the book?! i'm so excited!!! and i'm expecting the Lord to do GREAT GREAT works in my spirit!

I know. No matter how high your expectations are, God can reach them. and HE will do EXCEEDINGLY MORE.

I can't wait!!

(sings to the children song 'Jesus is my superhero') Jesus you're my superhero! You're my star! and you're my best friend!

i LOVE JESUS! i LOVE JESUS! i LOVE JESUS!

O NOOOOOOOO.

O no no no no.

i'm smiling to myself.

i can't help it.

Someone pull me back to reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAH. i'm so happy even though i'm not done studying. WHICH IS WRONG. i'm so distracted.

JESUS HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JEEEEEE-SUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and its raining cats and dogs outside.
raining hamsters and rabbits.
raining elephants and giraffes.
raining zebras and antelopes.
raining iguanas and Godzillas.

(sing to the tune of "Where O Where can my baby be") O Where O Where can my Papa Be..................

O. Papa's in Malaysia.

there goes the only nagger left. no more "Sleep early ah!", "tomorrow no paper ah? don't play too much computer ah!"

O NO O NO.

Let us all witness the horrific Procrastinator takeover ME. ME. ME.

wherever did that mugging spirit GO??

i'm so dead. Let's hear the procrastinator talk.

PRocrastinator: Whats the rush all about. The paper only starts at 7 in the EVENING tomorrow. You still have at least SIX hours to study tomorrow. No big deal LA.

And i'm so worried because i'm not even worried about tomorrow's paper! its already 1 am. and i'm not even half done.




Dear Lord Jesus. Your will be done lord. your will be done. i neeed help. i need help. Help me. help me. Just gimme a kick whatsoever. or punch me in the head. reveal to me the dire consequences i have to face if i fail the paper.

DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yes. i'm gonna do something.


Procrastinate.

In. Out. and Gone.

Sometimes. Disappointments are hard to deal with.

The higher the expectation. the harder you fall. and i don't - believe in that.

Or. maybe i do.

but i know - no matter how hard i fall. He's always there for me.

Sometimes he lets me fall. so i will learn. and when i do (fall). He picks me up, gives me a hug, and tells me its alright and he still loves me. He gets me back on my road, and helps me kickstart.

Sometimes, he breaks my fall. and catches me, when no one else can.

He is the love of my life. My everything. My all in all. My sweetest, dearest, bestest, best friend. My first Love - and the only love.

He is. My Jesus.

And then, there were two.

Two.
Wow.


i met you in the morning. you saw me! and then, you were stationed to work at our table. and we got to talking. talk talk talk. yak yak yak. and yes, the flow of information was goo-OOd. It was the most we talked since we got acquainted with each other.


-some information used to exist here-


In hall 10 today, Pst Khong said he wasn't gonna preach because he sensed the Holy spirit telling him that our church isn't receiving the message. so he gave a few categories of people whom God was calling out to.

and i was really touched today. i felt the sweet presence of God. it was soo sweet. it was perfect. i could just sit there all my life. and during worship i truly felt the Lord's embrace. thank you Jesus, for never letting me go. Thank you Jesus, for You NEver abandon me. thank you.

and i experienced for myself what Vivian Hibbert said! She mentioned, during the prophetic worship seminar, that when the presence of God really comes, You wouldn't even feel like saying anything, or do anything, not even move an inch. and i felt THAt for myself today!

In His sweet presence. when you immerse yourself in His sweet presence. it was Strong, yet gentle. -sweet and fragrant. the best. none can compare.

In His sweet presence, it even felt weird to speak in tongues. it felt strange to want to express myself.
Even as i walked out of the hall to head home, as i walked, i could still feel His presence. it even felt wrong to reply to an sms. (sorry Jeremy).

And thats. the Sweet presence of God. ahh....

I WON!

i just won FREE PASSES TO A MOVIE MARATHON!!!

WEEHEE! and its on 1st september friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOOOO!!!

Where: Orchard Cathay Cineleisure
What: Monster House, The devil wears prada, and a SURPRISE MOVIE SNEAK PREVIEW!
ANd: free flow of POPCORN AND DRINKS!

WOO HOO~!

Thank God man. REally. Thank you Jesus. Thank you thank you thank you. HALLELUJAH!
HALLELU
HALLELU
HALLELU
jah!!!!!!!!!!!!!



dANG DEE DANG dee dang dee dum

Dum dee dum dee dum dee dang!

and yes. i invited manda to join me. Because i didn't wanna invite JC pple. they'll be studying. and Well. 1st september is when i end my exams!!! which is why i should celebrate with a polyian!


WEE.

YAAHOOO!!!!

THANK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-O-O-O-O-O JEEEEESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Love of the Lord.

Soak yourselves in the Love of Jesus.

If you would take just ONe step towards Jesus, He WILL Run a million steps to you. are you willing to take that tiny step? because, Jesus is waiting for you...


Fall in love with Jesus. -Holy spirit and Me

i keep falling in love with Him,
over and over again
His love for me is greater than anyone can give,
i keep falling in love with Him.

It gets sweeter and sweeter
as the days go by
O, what a love between my Lord and i
I will arise and sing of His love for you and me
i keep falling in love with Him.

His love is fresh like the dewdrops in the morning
His faithfulness is for eternity
His joy is warm - like the warmest streak of sunshine in the sky
O! i'm so in love with Him!

'Though there'll be trials and battles to fight,
i know my Lord will walk with me for life.
He'll hold my hand, and wipe my tears,
He'll take away my fears.
I want to love Him with all of my life.

Freedom!

The truth is scary.

The truth is big.

The truth changes everything.

The truth is what most people DON'T know.


The bible says (and what all Christians know) - The truth shall set you free


Freedom - What everyone longs for.
but yet, most don't get.

In Christ alone, there is freedom.

(which brings me to this song which i shall end this post with..)

In Christ alone,
I place my trust.
And find my glory in the power of the Cross

da dadada daa of me (* the Da(s) are forgotten lyrics)
Let it be said of me.
My source of strength,
my source of hope,
is Christ alone!

Well. lets talk a bit more.

Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross for my sin. although i may not know the full impact or even see or grasp the truth yet, Lord Jesus i pray you'll continue to reveal to me, bit-by-bit at Your own pace, what it truly means to carry the cross every day of my life.

Lord i thank you for Your mercies. For they are new every morning, and Your word says Your grace is sufficient. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Because -

You have already Died for me. its not "going to die" or "will die in the future" but you already did it! And i thank you Lord, because because because, it should've been me on that cross. It should've been me at the crucifixtion, it should've been me suffering, it should've been me who was shamed and rejected. But you, the pure and holy one, the one who knew no sin Became sin and died for me. For me.

Thank you Jesus.

Visions i've received, Voices i've heard. Were they from You Lord? Lord Hold me, Guide me, Lead me and walk beside me. For i need You. And you are all i need.

Visions of me leading worship for the adults. were they from You? If they are, Lord, i am willing. Because only You know what's ahead of me. and only You make the best plans.

Amen.

-

Down at Your feet O Lord,

Is the most high place.

Ta ta dum dum dum (i forgot the lyrics)

i seek Your face.

i seek Your face.

[chorus]
There is no higher calling,

And no greater honour

than to bow and kneel before Your throne.

I'm amazed at Your glory

Embraced by Your mercy

O Lord, i live to worship You.

It's hard to be nice.

and its hard to love.

Well. its easy to love those who are easy to love.

how about those who've hurt you before?

Those who are just plain irritating?

Those who've betrayed you?

Those who lie right in your face?


And yet. that's God's greatest command. love your neighbour as yourself.

Simple as it is, its the toughest thing to do, yes?

Faithful is my God

Psalm 73:21-26

"then i realised that my heart was bitter,
and i was all torn up inside.

i was so foolish and ignorant -
i must have seemed like a senseless animal to you.

Yet i still belong to you;
You hold my right hand.

You guide me with your counsel
leading me to a glorious destiny.

Whom have i in heaven but you?
I desire you more than anything on earth.

My health may fail, and my spirit grow weak,
but God remains the strength of my heart;
He is mine forever."


Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence i am free
Pour down like rain
Come touch me again
Lord let your presence fall on me

God is so GREAT!!

thanks to my dearest brother, i got to see the conversion of Brian Head Welch - Guitarist of Anti-Christ heavy metal band, KoRn. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5H2IDo0fIA)

Praise God. Through his testimonial, God has once again, revealed to me how great His love is. He's not gonna point at sinners and laugh, "You are going to HELL!!!!!" no no no. You've got the wrong God.

God is gracious.

God is merciful.

God is good.

and he knows that all of us fall short of his standards. Thats why he sent Jesus! For those of you out there thinking- " i' m too bad, God won't want me." or anything along that line,

Well, i tell you, God came down to earth for people like you. No matter how bad you are - have you murdered? committed adultery? Lusted? Lied? Bore anger? God's Love knows no bounds. truly. The bible says, God's grace is sufficient. but i think, IT'S MORE THAN ENOUGH!

God gives in abundance. He's a good God. Don't allow self-condemnation to creep into your life, because God is saying to you today, "Whatever you've done wrong before - i'm not gonna look back and blame you. Are there people mocking you? teasing you? or laughing at you? I, the maker of the earth, will not laugh at you, I want to help you."

Will you open the door of your heart to allow Jesus to enter?


"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. "

-Revelations 3:20

Crap.

Always.
Always.
Always.


i can never get past this.

i need strength from God. Jesus i need help, i can't do this alone so please don't forsake me.

My Island Home

Happy 41st birthday Singapore!


anyway. i was watching the National Day Parade. and i thought to myself - Why would anyone complain what Singapore has to offer.

Why. I commend (from the bottom of my heart, truly) all the performers and civil servants who paraded tonight. i think Singaporeans should thank them for putting on a great performance, So. i thank thee - Paraders.

Listen.

i listened to the national day songs. and, like every other time, some songs just put tears in my eyes.

Especially "Count on me, Singapore"
Count on me Singapore, Count on me Singapore. Count on me to give my best and more Count on me Singapore. We can achieve Singapore, Do my best and more. Together Singapore, Singapore.

And i think to myself. can Singapore count on me? Can Singapore count on anyone of us?

Can Singapore count on YOU?

See the beautifuly Magnificent display of fireworks. Everyone - Elderly, Teenagers, School kids, Bosses and employees, businessmen and women, teachers and students, husbands and wives, granmas and granpas. daddies and mummies. - All go WoW! faces like that -> ( O . O)

then. the day after. start complaining about taxes, bills, fines, traffic rules and regulations, how the Lee family's taking over the government, stupid policies put in place, how the government only wants to "eat" our money.

Singaporeans - Singaporeans.


Dear heavenly father, i thank you for your grace and mercy. And it is only by your grace and love that Singapore can make it this far. Lord, i know you Love little things. Thank you for loving Singapore. Little as she is, however limited her resources are, You saw us through all the obstacles. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Jesus for 41 years of Grace and protection.

Lord, although today, as Singapore celebrates her birthday, and as i end my 40-day fast. i wanna pray for East Timor.


Lord, i thank you that your heart is with and for East Timor. Just as you brought us out of our struggles into success, Lord i believe that You are gonna do the same for East Timor - only even better. i believe that.

Lord. you hear the cries of your children suffering, you hear the painful moans of parents who lost their children to famines and disease, you hear the desperation of those who are at the brink of death.






i know you hear them. and ONLY YOU know what they want, what they need. i pray this day that you'll send relief to them. You'll touch them in your own creative ways.

i break every spirit of depression, every spirit of darkness. i cast you out in the Mighty name of Jesus. You are not welcomed in East Timor. i curse you to death - with all the power of heaven, i bind you powerless.

jesus Jesus. Help them.


In the victorious name of Jesus - Amen.

Are we, Singaporeans, thankful - yet?

Always Always.

Give thanks! (with a grateful heart!!)


i thank God for YAnni. i thank God for the great great superbly beautiful music composed by Yanni.

i thank You, God, for always being here by my side, constantly waiting for me to step out of my world, to talk to You. and i'm sorry for always failing to recognise Your presence.

Lord i just ask. that you'll teach me repentance. show me what it is to repent. because i really want to know. Show me - the areas of my life where you're not satisfied with.


And LOrd. from today onwards, i'll try my best to pray unselfish prayers.

Holy spirit, touch my soul with the passion of God. help me to see people through Jesus' eyes. Help me to Love as He loves. and Give - as He gives. Lord teach me, there's so many many more things i have to learn. Because You created me in the likeness of Christ and i know that i'm no where near that.

Lord i wanna pray for your children in East Timor. Lord you hear their cries, You see the tears in their eyes and i know you weep for them. Lord. i just pray that today, you will touch my soul and my spirit to have the compassion for them. i want to help them Lord. i want to show them your love. and i want to tell them about how Jesus came to die for them.


In the Mighty name of Jesus, i curse every spirit of darkness over East Timor to death. You Shall not reign over East timor because Jesus has won the victory and i command- with all the authority of heaven- that You leave East Timor right now. i break the strongholds over East Timor in the name of Jesus.



Amen

LOM Centre 1

HAaaA!

Thank You Jesus for helping me to go thru the Leadership and Character presentation!


AMEN!!