God has heard

Was reading thru someone's blog. Let's hear about her:

I was in the same class as her for about a year. I found her intimidating. and Boisterous. (okay. thats not really a nice word. but i can't find any other. my Engrish.) and. I don't know. O well.

Was reading her blog. and all her issues with this guy she can't seem to let go off made me wonder about what i used to be/feel when i broke up with my "relationshipee" when i was in secondary school. All her emoness reminded me of my own emoness. (Warning: This may very well be an emo post. Brace Yourselves.)

I've always always always thought of her as a really strong person. But after reading her blog and all. She doesn't seem that strong. hmm. makes me realise that everyone has a door that leads to a weaker being within themselves.

But God says, When you're weak, you are strong.

Because when we're weak, we look to God. and God IS STRENGTH. GOD IS LIFE. GOD IS HOPE. and above all,


God is Love.


Anyway. Recently there's another person, who seems to be getting on my nerves. I have no idea why. but its just.. the things he says. REALLY. ARGH. i know i'm evil, but sometimes (in all my evilnessity,) i just ignore him, and give him a blunt "Okay". I know i know. *points to myself, and say "EVIIILLLL"*

I really need God's love. Because God didn't call us to love those who are easy to love, but, Love the unlovely ones. I'm not saying he's unlovely whatsoever. Everyone is unlovely in their own ways. I'm unlovely in my own way too. So. we all need God's love to "love thy neighbour as thyself". Serious.

I miss Lifeskills Enrichment. I miss Ros, Melvin, Melnana, Stephen.

I miss Huimin. <3

And I miss Auntie Laigek, Cheryl, Lynne, Karthi, and the whole Papadum gang at church!!!!!!! The Papadum gang is LOVE.

And to Uncle Jit. Enough with the Match-making and *AHEM*-teasing already. GOODNESS. EV-E-RY SUNDAY. You're such a nutty person. Totally can't imagine you lecturing SRJC studs.

O well. i miss so many people.

And to think if i Get to go for OSIP (WOO HOO!! HALLELUJAH!!) I'm gonna be missing even more people. And Ah. All my committments. gotta make so many arrangements.

And my spiritual family. AH. all the aunties and sisters. WE ROCK FCBC.

I'm glad i can love. i'm glad i love. Quote, I love because You first loved me. (Quote from bible la.)

Love - Who doesn't believe in love?