Sigh.
i just had marketing yesterday. Quite a horrid paper :(
Tomorrow's the purchasing paper. No, actually, Puchasing is in about 7 hours. well. i've studied 7 out of the 9 chapters. and i just can't bring myself to finish up the remaining chapters. i think. its probably because i feel confident. i know that i know Purchasing. and i know i did ALL my tutorials, and i've listened to Mr. Selwyn's Tutorials. i know. i really do.
But i'm just not in the mood la. like. i don't even feel like doing anything.
Although i do feel like taking a shower again. i just took one 4-5 hours ago. and i still smell like Johnson and Johnson Baby Bath (the blue one! My favourite.)
AND. i feel like drinking another cup of milo. i just drank one 4-5 hours ago.
And. i feel like i need to study Purchasing.
Blah.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Saturday, February 24, 2007
_________
I CAN'T STOP THINKING.
I don't wanna think. i hate thinking. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
which is why i hate you. i hate that you're in my thoughts all the time. i hate, yes hate, that i can't stop thinking about everything. i hate that we have a past way back in 01 and 04. i, ARGH, hate that i gave you so much. i hate the fact that you are so dear to me. i also hate it that i enjoy your company when i'm with you. i, too, hate that you don't wanna hear what i have/want to say. i, very much, hate that you say silly things and i find them laughable. but. love-hate.
I WANT TO STUDY. I WANT TO STUDY. I NEED TO STUDY.
Wow. this is probably the post with the most hatred. O well. it fits anyway.
I don't wanna think. i hate thinking. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
which is why i hate you. i hate that you're in my thoughts all the time. i hate, yes hate, that i can't stop thinking about everything. i hate that we have a past way back in 01 and 04. i, ARGH, hate that i gave you so much. i hate the fact that you are so dear to me. i also hate it that i enjoy your company when i'm with you. i, too, hate that you don't wanna hear what i have/want to say. i, very much, hate that you say silly things and i find them laughable. but. love-hate.
I WANT TO STUDY. I WANT TO STUDY. I NEED TO STUDY.
Wow. this is probably the post with the most hatred. O well. it fits anyway.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Arty Kid |
 Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! |
Who Were You In High School?
Seriously? haha.
okay. This is quite believable. BUT. no one loves unconditionally. So.
HAHA! this is quite true i would say. Although i don't think i shock those who know me well. i AM quite predictable. AM I SELFISH!? O yes. i do hog covers. COVERS ARE MINE.
THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS. but its pretty true. Hah hah.
Seriously? haha.
| You Are: 90% Dog, 10% Cat |
 You're a dog at heart - and it's not a bad thing at all! You love unconditionally, and you're extremely loyal. And while you may act silly at times, you're really quite smart - and a good learner! |
okay. This is quite believable. BUT. no one loves unconditionally. So.
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. |
HAHA! this is quite true i would say. Although i don't think i shock those who know me well. i AM quite predictable. AM I SELFISH!? O yes. i do hog covers. COVERS ARE MINE.
| Your Lucky Underwear is Blue |
 You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first. |
THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS. but its pretty true. Hah hah.
YOU MAKE ME NERVOUS.
i AM nervous. everytime i think about _ i feel like all the butterflies from the amazon just flew into my belly. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
Everytime i try to study i think of _. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
but i am quite sure this is gonna be the last time we meet. because i think its time for "Fin" and lets just have the credits roll. Sure, you're gonna be on top of the line.
Well. a relief i must say, to know that this is where it ends. i'm kinda hoping it'll only last for .. 3 seconds? okay. i'll give it 5. 5 seconds. No more, maybe less. Then i can move on, and not look back ever. And start studying like mad for marketing.
I'M SO HAPPY! i can't wait for this to end. QUICK. END. END. END. Then i won't have to hope that its you in my phone. NAY. I DON'T LIKE THAT EITHER.
(i understand that i'm not making sense. But yes, thats what my world is like, thats what I am like. And i like me that way :) i Love me that way.)
I'm so hopeful that it'll be quick, fast, and painless. Like ripping off a bandaid. (quoted from F.R.I.E.N.D.S)
Well. It's not You to be dilly dally and draggy. usually I'M the one who's dilly-dally-and-draggy. So. i'm not gonna be that way. And You won't be that way either. Which means everything will be Quick, Fast, and Painless. YAY! Can't Wait.
Sigh now i can only hope that the 3 hours i have would pass faster. 'Cause its making me nervous. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
My hands and feet are all cold-out. and i'm typing really fast. and i CAN'T STUDY. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
Come to think of it, i'm not sure why this is gonna be the end. Maybe because i won't have ANY reason to go backwards anymore. but what if i do?
O. now i know why i want it 5 seconds or shorter, because then, no one would have time to say anything, and i won't have to think of ANY response to make. 5 seconds. There won't be time to do anything but the necessary, and the hi-bye. Walk away. Then i won't speak to you, and you won't speak to me either. Because for some reason, You're mad at me, Your Bright Yellow Stress Ball.
Everytime i try to study i think of _. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
but i am quite sure this is gonna be the last time we meet. because i think its time for "Fin" and lets just have the credits roll. Sure, you're gonna be on top of the line.
Well. a relief i must say, to know that this is where it ends. i'm kinda hoping it'll only last for .. 3 seconds? okay. i'll give it 5. 5 seconds. No more, maybe less. Then i can move on, and not look back ever. And start studying like mad for marketing.
I'M SO HAPPY! i can't wait for this to end. QUICK. END. END. END. Then i won't have to hope that its you in my phone. NAY. I DON'T LIKE THAT EITHER.
(i understand that i'm not making sense. But yes, thats what my world is like, thats what I am like. And i like me that way :) i Love me that way.)
I'm so hopeful that it'll be quick, fast, and painless. Like ripping off a bandaid. (quoted from F.R.I.E.N.D.S)
Well. It's not You to be dilly dally and draggy. usually I'M the one who's dilly-dally-and-draggy. So. i'm not gonna be that way. And You won't be that way either. Which means everything will be Quick, Fast, and Painless. YAY! Can't Wait.
Sigh now i can only hope that the 3 hours i have would pass faster. 'Cause its making me nervous. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
My hands and feet are all cold-out. and i'm typing really fast. and i CAN'T STUDY. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
Come to think of it, i'm not sure why this is gonna be the end. Maybe because i won't have ANY reason to go backwards anymore. but what if i do?
O. now i know why i want it 5 seconds or shorter, because then, no one would have time to say anything, and i won't have to think of ANY response to make. 5 seconds. There won't be time to do anything but the necessary, and the hi-bye. Walk away. Then i won't speak to you, and you won't speak to me either. Because for some reason, You're mad at me, Your Bright Yellow Stress Ball.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
I don't know why i bother so much. YOU DRIVE ME NUTS. Soon i'll be singing Bald Britney's "You Drive Me Crazy". i already AM a nut. now you're just making me GO nuts. as if the nuts and popping around like popcorn. SEE. i'm going nuts.
Plus. with the added stress of exams next week. My Jesus - Please Help me.
i think i'm just gonna meet you this one last time, and get the closure i want and need. settles everything. You know, You ALWAYS get angry at me. and then you'd give me your specialty - THE Silent Treatment. You make me feel like crap. ALWAYS. and the thing is, I NEVER know why you get angry. NEVER. is it because you saw me there? or because i ran away? or maybe because i'm not supposed to talk to her? or perhaps, i'm just your bright yellow stress ball which you squeeze and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze. and strangely, i never seem to burst (Ha-ha). Well, if i burst, i'd just be bright yellow cotton spongey poofs.
i don't make much sense. but i don't care. because its my BROG. MY brog. Blog. whatever.
I CAN'T STAND YOU. (don't ask me to sit. its just lame-O). WHO are you to treat me this way. i don't deserve this. i DON'T. and i don't see why i should let you treat me this way. But somehow, you ALWAYS make me feel like i deserve this horrible treatment. time and time again i slowly pick up a little bit of self-worth to tell myself i shouldn't be treated this way. AND THEN, you come along, and squeeze your bright yellow stress ball again.
Well. my self-worth lies in My Lord Jesus.
I want to say "YOU SUCK" So much. (YOOO - SARK). but i know you don't. You are like Chocolat Noir. BitterSweet. I really really love your company. so much. we have so much fun together and i wish. i wish we were what we were back in Sec one and two, maybe even Sec 3 when we were in the same english class and i sat behind you. English classes were Great Fun! and then in Sec 4, when english classes were back in my class, Mrs Raj shifted you cos apparantly you were too talkative, so she made you sit beside me. O. HAHA. Wrong move, Mrs Raj. Then there were Shaun, Rocky, Me and You. Haha, it really was great fun. Until. Until.
Until i became your bright yellow stress ball.
Plus. with the added stress of exams next week. My Jesus - Please Help me.
i think i'm just gonna meet you this one last time, and get the closure i want and need. settles everything. You know, You ALWAYS get angry at me. and then you'd give me your specialty - THE Silent Treatment. You make me feel like crap. ALWAYS. and the thing is, I NEVER know why you get angry. NEVER. is it because you saw me there? or because i ran away? or maybe because i'm not supposed to talk to her? or perhaps, i'm just your bright yellow stress ball which you squeeze and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze. and strangely, i never seem to burst (Ha-ha). Well, if i burst, i'd just be bright yellow cotton spongey poofs.
i don't make much sense. but i don't care. because its my BROG. MY brog. Blog. whatever.
I CAN'T STAND YOU. (don't ask me to sit. its just lame-O). WHO are you to treat me this way. i don't deserve this. i DON'T. and i don't see why i should let you treat me this way. But somehow, you ALWAYS make me feel like i deserve this horrible treatment. time and time again i slowly pick up a little bit of self-worth to tell myself i shouldn't be treated this way. AND THEN, you come along, and squeeze your bright yellow stress ball again.
Well. my self-worth lies in My Lord Jesus.
I want to say "YOU SUCK" So much. (YOOO - SARK). but i know you don't. You are like Chocolat Noir. BitterSweet. I really really love your company. so much. we have so much fun together and i wish. i wish we were what we were back in Sec one and two, maybe even Sec 3 when we were in the same english class and i sat behind you. English classes were Great Fun! and then in Sec 4, when english classes were back in my class, Mrs Raj shifted you cos apparantly you were too talkative, so she made you sit beside me. O. HAHA. Wrong move, Mrs Raj. Then there were Shaun, Rocky, Me and You. Haha, it really was great fun. Until. Until.
Until i became your bright yellow stress ball.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Whatever.
You. You make me feel so lousy about myself. You make me feel Sad. You make me feel rejected. You make me feel like i can be on top of the world and then down in the valley the very next moment.
YOU. You brush me off like i'm a bug on your sleeve. You make me feel like i'm special when you just see me as a nobody.
YOU.
I DON'T WANT YOU. I DON'T NEED YOU.
But yet. i love you.
YOU. You brush me off like i'm a bug on your sleeve. You make me feel like i'm special when you just see me as a nobody.
YOU.
I DON'T WANT YOU. I DON'T NEED YOU.
But yet. i love you.
Reunion Dinner
WAS GREAT FUN.
hahahha. Well. Papa invited his colleagues at work to join us for reunion dinner.
A little bit of background info. Papa works in an.. international kitchen. hahaha. he's got colleagues from MANY Countries. and.. he says they always use hand signs to convey messages, because Language seems like a very big barrier here.
So. Papa invited his colleagues to join us for reunion dinner because, most of them have not celebrated CNY before, otherwise, they have no one to celebrate it with. Hence. Well, it was kinda awkward at first, then when familiar people started coming in, it got kinda.. funny! There's Chef Raphael and his partner (who happens to be a reporter for BBC news. Wow.) Richard, and Timo the vietamese who is a Pastry Chef, and there's Ah Liang, and AH RAK, the thai chef. (not the right spelling i think.) and of course, Alvin Choy Chan Yuan, the Singaporean Assistant cook (i think.) Well. some pictures of our steamboat (before the eating.)
Okay. Anyway. The men (MEN, i stress, MEN.) Had SO MUCH FUN playing with the crackers because they were bullying Timo, the Pastry Chef.. They pull a party popper in his pants, at his butt of course. Hahaha. SO MEAN. but they all had fun. Even TIMO had fun.
And then, they started creating a mass.. fixture of crackers. lets see some pictures.
Horrendous.
At the end of the day, we said our goodbyes. and i managed to get two pictures. and two only.
Thats Me and AH RAK! He looks like a bear. but don't be deceived by his bearish looks. he's actually VERY cheeky.
Thats (a blurry) Chef Raphael! :D Who gave me a big hug before he left. Haha. Didn't manage to get a picture with Richard, who also did give a big bear hug.
hahahha. Well. Papa invited his colleagues at work to join us for reunion dinner.
A little bit of background info. Papa works in an.. international kitchen. hahaha. he's got colleagues from MANY Countries. and.. he says they always use hand signs to convey messages, because Language seems like a very big barrier here.
So. Papa invited his colleagues to join us for reunion dinner because, most of them have not celebrated CNY before, otherwise, they have no one to celebrate it with. Hence. Well, it was kinda awkward at first, then when familiar people started coming in, it got kinda.. funny! There's Chef Raphael and his partner (who happens to be a reporter for BBC news. Wow.) Richard, and Timo the vietamese who is a Pastry Chef, and there's Ah Liang, and AH RAK, the thai chef. (not the right spelling i think.) and of course, Alvin Choy Chan Yuan, the Singaporean Assistant cook (i think.) Well. some pictures of our steamboat (before the eating.)
Okay. Anyway. The men (MEN, i stress, MEN.) Had SO MUCH FUN playing with the crackers because they were bullying Timo, the Pastry Chef.. They pull a party popper in his pants, at his butt of course. Hahaha. SO MEAN. but they all had fun. Even TIMO had fun.
And then, they started creating a mass.. fixture of crackers. lets see some pictures.
Horrendous.
At the end of the day, we said our goodbyes. and i managed to get two pictures. and two only.
Thats Me and AH RAK! He looks like a bear. but don't be deceived by his bearish looks. he's actually VERY cheeky.
Thats (a blurry) Chef Raphael! :D Who gave me a big hug before he left. Haha. Didn't manage to get a picture with Richard, who also did give a big bear hug.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Okay. LONG post.
There are many things i wanna blog about. Lets see.
1. Chinese New Year (which is tomorrow.)
2. Him and Her. (in my head, they choose to remain annonymous.)
3. Him. ( you'll be asking, "Is that the same Him as above?" and i'll answer, "No comments.")
4. Miscellaneous.
so lets begin.
1. Chinese New Year
Today is the last day before CNY, which is also commonly known as Chu Xi. Which is most commonly known as the last day to do laundry, vacuum and mop the house, and anything else that will.. cause - Cleanliness. (HAHA)
And today i realise my Family's actually quite Ching-Chong-Piang. AND SO LAST MINUTE LA. if you think i do things last minute, please. PLEASE, just look at my family. WE ARE THE BEST I TELL YOU.
Papa woke me up at 10am. had a few mouths of breakfast. and started with all the cleaning. Well my main task was to pack and clean my room. So. i took a few hours to do it. i think about 4 hours. SO LONG LA.
An Unknown Fact about me, well. unknown to most: (Everyone thinks i'm Neat and well-organised and everything. FACT IS I'M NOT. i'm the untidiest person alive i tell you. haha. ask my family. well. i can pack anything and everything thats not mine. i get very irritated when i walk into an untidy room or a dirty place. BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT. i don't care if my room is messy or dirty. whatever. i LIKE MY ROOM MESSY. I LOVE IT MESSY. thats why, i'm the messiest person alive. Believe it, Believe me.)
Anyway. i only pack my room when:
1. Papa nags.
2. Chinese New Year is the next day.
3. Main Exams are coming. (i need to organise my notes and make space to study, so.)
And today. all three are applicable, hence, my room is VERY NEAT and CLEAN. its making me feel uncomfortable - that my room is so clean and neat.
Anyway, talking about last minute work. Papa just went out 2 hours ago to buy CNY decorations (making our house look SO Ching-Chong-Piang) and new bedsheets for all of us. and because of his last-minute-ness, there were no nice bedsheets left. so we got obiang ones. mine's not so bad. you should look at my brother's. Its POLKA DOTTED! not monochrome even. its multi coloured polka dots. BIG POLKA DOTS. O. did i mention the TWO BIG FLOWERS in the middle? Hahhah. like some Nuptial bedsheet (sia).
Okay. so we did ALOT of cleaning today. ALOT of Laundry, ALOT of vacuuming, ALOT of Singing (myself), ALOT of mopping, ALOT of disposing, ALOT of packing, ALOT of wiping, ALOT of climbing up and down, and ALOT of other stuff.
And. i'm beat.
Okay. i'm too tired to type anymore. hence i shall Brog on point 2, 3 and 4 another time.
IF you've just read all of that rubbishy stuff above, well. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! :D GEN LOVES YOU! *HUG*
1. Chinese New Year (which is tomorrow.)
2. Him and Her. (in my head, they choose to remain annonymous.)
3. Him. ( you'll be asking, "Is that the same Him as above?" and i'll answer, "No comments.")
4. Miscellaneous.
so lets begin.
1. Chinese New Year
Today is the last day before CNY, which is also commonly known as Chu Xi. Which is most commonly known as the last day to do laundry, vacuum and mop the house, and anything else that will.. cause - Cleanliness. (HAHA)
And today i realise my Family's actually quite Ching-Chong-Piang. AND SO LAST MINUTE LA. if you think i do things last minute, please. PLEASE, just look at my family. WE ARE THE BEST I TELL YOU.
Papa woke me up at 10am. had a few mouths of breakfast. and started with all the cleaning. Well my main task was to pack and clean my room. So. i took a few hours to do it. i think about 4 hours. SO LONG LA.
An Unknown Fact about me, well. unknown to most: (Everyone thinks i'm Neat and well-organised and everything. FACT IS I'M NOT. i'm the untidiest person alive i tell you. haha. ask my family. well. i can pack anything and everything thats not mine. i get very irritated when i walk into an untidy room or a dirty place. BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT. i don't care if my room is messy or dirty. whatever. i LIKE MY ROOM MESSY. I LOVE IT MESSY. thats why, i'm the messiest person alive. Believe it, Believe me.)
Anyway. i only pack my room when:
1. Papa nags.
2. Chinese New Year is the next day.
3. Main Exams are coming. (i need to organise my notes and make space to study, so.)
And today. all three are applicable, hence, my room is VERY NEAT and CLEAN. its making me feel uncomfortable - that my room is so clean and neat.
Anyway, talking about last minute work. Papa just went out 2 hours ago to buy CNY decorations (making our house look SO Ching-Chong-Piang) and new bedsheets for all of us. and because of his last-minute-ness, there were no nice bedsheets left. so we got obiang ones. mine's not so bad. you should look at my brother's. Its POLKA DOTTED! not monochrome even. its multi coloured polka dots. BIG POLKA DOTS. O. did i mention the TWO BIG FLOWERS in the middle? Hahhah. like some Nuptial bedsheet (sia).
Okay. so we did ALOT of cleaning today. ALOT of Laundry, ALOT of vacuuming, ALOT of Singing (myself), ALOT of mopping, ALOT of disposing, ALOT of packing, ALOT of wiping, ALOT of climbing up and down, and ALOT of other stuff.
And. i'm beat.
Okay. i'm too tired to type anymore. hence i shall Brog on point 2, 3 and 4 another time.
IF you've just read all of that rubbishy stuff above, well. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! :D GEN LOVES YOU! *HUG*
Sunday, February 4, 2007
Thank you Jesus
Abba Father.
I thank you for this tremendous oppotunity. and i pray. that i will look to You every single moment - For strength, wisdom, and discernment. Lord i need You. i need Your Holy presence to guide me along.
I want you there. i want you to be in every decision i make. i want my every word to come from You. i need You. I Long for You.
Father i know. i know deep in my soul, this event will not succeed without You, so i plead, that i may never Move an inch away from you, away from the path You've paved for me. Jesus help me. i humbly ask for You to intervene. I make my decision to keep all my plans open for Your intervention.
Lord i thank you for Your prophecy. and i sincerely believe, that with this oppotunity, You will teach me and show me the responsibilities i must take as a leader.
and Lord, as you reveal to me my ugly nature, i pray that you will make it as painless as possible. But through each step of the way, You will teach me to turn from my old nature, into the character You have created me to be.
Lord. i decide today, that i die to my old self. i die to my own rights. i die to my will. i die to my expectations. i die to other pple's expectations of me.
Because i know. Only by death, will i find Your Life, Your love, Your Joy, Your Peace. and above all. You.
I thank you for this tremendous oppotunity. and i pray. that i will look to You every single moment - For strength, wisdom, and discernment. Lord i need You. i need Your Holy presence to guide me along.
I want you there. i want you to be in every decision i make. i want my every word to come from You. i need You. I Long for You.
Father i know. i know deep in my soul, this event will not succeed without You, so i plead, that i may never Move an inch away from you, away from the path You've paved for me. Jesus help me. i humbly ask for You to intervene. I make my decision to keep all my plans open for Your intervention.
Lord i thank you for Your prophecy. and i sincerely believe, that with this oppotunity, You will teach me and show me the responsibilities i must take as a leader.
and Lord, as you reveal to me my ugly nature, i pray that you will make it as painless as possible. But through each step of the way, You will teach me to turn from my old nature, into the character You have created me to be.
Lord. i decide today, that i die to my old self. i die to my own rights. i die to my will. i die to my expectations. i die to other pple's expectations of me.
Because i know. Only by death, will i find Your Life, Your love, Your Joy, Your Peace. and above all. You.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Bangkok Bangkok
I had so much fun. =) truly. a great experience. so. i've decided to blog it all down before i forget anything. so. its gonna be el-oh-en-jee.
hmmm. i remembered being Uber excited a day before the trip. i felt like i could pop with excitement anytime. Kept trying to imagine what the Forum would be like, Kept thinking what Mrs Wee, HanQian, Jonathan and KokTeng would be like. HAhha.
Day Negative One.
i was messaging HanQian alot, i remember. and it was also the day i found out that Karine wasn't going with us. and Hence, i'll be sharing the hotel room with only HQ. and then, there was alot of panicking about the travel insurance, because i was actually waiting for a reply from Karine to decide who'll buy the insurance for everyone. O well. i bought the insurance for everyone! HAhaHAH!
Day Zero.
I WAS SO EXCITED. i made a list of all the stuff i had to pack. and i started packing la. then i realised there wasn't much to pack, luggage was pretty empty. but i remembered that Gek said he had LOTS to pack. and so i re-packed. and re-listed. hahhaha. there wasn't much to pack la. after all the fuss fuss about the packing, i wanted to catch an early night since i'd be waking up at about 5 am the next day for my morning flight. THEN. Papa came and asked me to help him re-format his mp3 player. (hahaha) O well, we did it together. and in the end i slept at about 2am.
Day ONE! (O YEH!)
I WAS STILL SO EXCITED. goodness. i woke up on time, and took a cab down to Changi airport T1. met Gek at about 6.45am for breakfast - We had BK! then we went up to meet HQ and KT. BUT instead of finding HQ and KT, we met Jon. HAHHA. kay. then KT AND HQ appeared from the seats. SO!. we were all there. except Mrs Wee. hahahhaha. we thought she'd be the earliest.
Then we checked in. Mrs Wee then went to get her daily dose of coffee, while The rest of us went to shop/jalan jalan. We went to ermm... the duty free alcohol shops. then we walked some more. and Jon went to buy cards. and we went to play daidee/taitee/taidee/daitee. hahaha. then Mrs Wee (once again.) came later than expected. and she totally missed us even though we were (conspicuously) sitting in a circle just outside the place to check in ( gate D5).
So! we boarded the plane. it was me, Jon, KT [aisle] Gek, HQ, Mrs Wee. the plane took off. and once the seatbelt lights went off, Mrs wee immediately got up to go meet her friend from 10 years ago who was on the same flight. hahahhahaha. okay. enough of plane business.
We got off the plane and HELLO THAILAND! SA-WA-DI-KAAAAA!
We then went to get a mini bus taxi to bring us to our hotel. and on the way there, we (Mrs Wee, Hq and myself) started to talk about Mrs Wee's children (Fabian and Freda). then we went on to discuss the ages of our other lecturers and tutors. (My dip is small. so we're pretty close-knit. and we only have a few lecturers/tutors.) there was lots of laughing, then the guys joined in the conversation too! HHAHAH. it was funny la.
Then we checked in to our hotel - TAWANA. it was quite okay. very normal rooms, quite clean! :) and the staff were pretty friendly. i remembered on the last day (Day Three), when we were leaving the hotel, we got into cabs while the bellboy (bellman, actually.) helped carry our luggages into the boot. and when i was in the taxi, i waved frantically at the bellman (to say goodbye.). and he waved (a little frantically, too.) back. HAHHA. and i comically sent him a flying kiss. and he comically sent one back too, before breaking into laughs. hahhaha. i think i miss bangkok already.
i'm sleepy. and getting tired of talking in sequence. hence i shall not sequence-talk/blog.
Well. we did a little shopping at MBK on day one, we had lunch there. and we had to go back earlier to help out at the Supply Chain Asia VIP dinner. so. we helped with registration la. and then, Paul Lim, the organizer/founder of Supply Chain Asia told us to go and have dinner with the VIPs.
There were about 4-5 round tables i think. and the VIPs were seriously Very Important People. Like almost all of them were Presidents/Founder/Chairman/Senior Managers. and its scared all of us. To be honest, before i left for the trip, i wasn't expecting like Big Shots to be there. but there, they were.
O well. Paul then told us, when we go in to the dining area, to not sit/stick together cos there won't be like 6 empty seats together. so. He said that we should go in, and sit at whatever seat's available. and just mingle with the people there, listen to their conversations, learn, sell yourself, extend your network, and enjoy!.
So when we went in. Kay. i'm tired of typing already. ah-ha. BRB.
hmmm. i remembered being Uber excited a day before the trip. i felt like i could pop with excitement anytime. Kept trying to imagine what the Forum would be like, Kept thinking what Mrs Wee, HanQian, Jonathan and KokTeng would be like. HAhha.
Day Negative One.
i was messaging HanQian alot, i remember. and it was also the day i found out that Karine wasn't going with us. and Hence, i'll be sharing the hotel room with only HQ. and then, there was alot of panicking about the travel insurance, because i was actually waiting for a reply from Karine to decide who'll buy the insurance for everyone. O well. i bought the insurance for everyone! HAhaHAH!
Day Zero.
I WAS SO EXCITED. i made a list of all the stuff i had to pack. and i started packing la. then i realised there wasn't much to pack, luggage was pretty empty. but i remembered that Gek said he had LOTS to pack. and so i re-packed. and re-listed. hahhaha. there wasn't much to pack la. after all the fuss fuss about the packing, i wanted to catch an early night since i'd be waking up at about 5 am the next day for my morning flight. THEN. Papa came and asked me to help him re-format his mp3 player. (hahaha) O well, we did it together. and in the end i slept at about 2am.
Day ONE! (O YEH!)
I WAS STILL SO EXCITED. goodness. i woke up on time, and took a cab down to Changi airport T1. met Gek at about 6.45am for breakfast - We had BK! then we went up to meet HQ and KT. BUT instead of finding HQ and KT, we met Jon. HAHHA. kay. then KT AND HQ appeared from the seats. SO!. we were all there. except Mrs Wee. hahahhaha. we thought she'd be the earliest.
Then we checked in. Mrs Wee then went to get her daily dose of coffee, while The rest of us went to shop/jalan jalan. We went to ermm... the duty free alcohol shops. then we walked some more. and Jon went to buy cards. and we went to play daidee/taitee/taidee/daitee. hahaha. then Mrs Wee (once again.) came later than expected. and she totally missed us even though we were (conspicuously) sitting in a circle just outside the place to check in ( gate D5).
So! we boarded the plane. it was me, Jon, KT [aisle] Gek, HQ, Mrs Wee. the plane took off. and once the seatbelt lights went off, Mrs wee immediately got up to go meet her friend from 10 years ago who was on the same flight. hahahhahaha. okay. enough of plane business.
We got off the plane and HELLO THAILAND! SA-WA-DI-KAAAAA!
We then went to get a mini bus taxi to bring us to our hotel. and on the way there, we (Mrs Wee, Hq and myself) started to talk about Mrs Wee's children (Fabian and Freda). then we went on to discuss the ages of our other lecturers and tutors. (My dip is small. so we're pretty close-knit. and we only have a few lecturers/tutors.) there was lots of laughing, then the guys joined in the conversation too! HHAHAH. it was funny la.
Then we checked in to our hotel - TAWANA. it was quite okay. very normal rooms, quite clean! :) and the staff were pretty friendly. i remembered on the last day (Day Three), when we were leaving the hotel, we got into cabs while the bellboy (bellman, actually.) helped carry our luggages into the boot. and when i was in the taxi, i waved frantically at the bellman (to say goodbye.). and he waved (a little frantically, too.) back. HAHHA. and i comically sent him a flying kiss. and he comically sent one back too, before breaking into laughs. hahhaha. i think i miss bangkok already.
i'm sleepy. and getting tired of talking in sequence. hence i shall not sequence-talk/blog.
Well. we did a little shopping at MBK on day one, we had lunch there. and we had to go back earlier to help out at the Supply Chain Asia VIP dinner. so. we helped with registration la. and then, Paul Lim, the organizer/founder of Supply Chain Asia told us to go and have dinner with the VIPs.
There were about 4-5 round tables i think. and the VIPs were seriously Very Important People. Like almost all of them were Presidents/Founder/Chairman/Senior Managers. and its scared all of us. To be honest, before i left for the trip, i wasn't expecting like Big Shots to be there. but there, they were.
O well. Paul then told us, when we go in to the dining area, to not sit/stick together cos there won't be like 6 empty seats together. so. He said that we should go in, and sit at whatever seat's available. and just mingle with the people there, listen to their conversations, learn, sell yourself, extend your network, and enjoy!.
So when we went in. Kay. i'm tired of typing already. ah-ha. BRB.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I can't believe you called. i can't believe.
and i can't believe you said what you said. All that you said in eight hours of conversation. i can't believe.
i want to believe, but i can't.
and i can't believe myself.
i can't believe you. i can't.
Where was this conversation when i needed it the most?
Where was all this when i wanted to know the most?
i can't.
Maybe. Four years ago if you'd told me, i would've caved.
Maybe. Three years ago if you'd told me, i would be without hesitation.
Maybe. Two years ago if you'd told me, i would have gone back to you.
WHY.
why now? Why after so many years. Why.
i just can't believe.
and i can't believe you said what you said. All that you said in eight hours of conversation. i can't believe.
i want to believe, but i can't.
and i can't believe myself.
i can't believe you. i can't.
Where was this conversation when i needed it the most?
Where was all this when i wanted to know the most?
i can't.
Maybe. Four years ago if you'd told me, i would've caved.
Maybe. Three years ago if you'd told me, i would be without hesitation.
Maybe. Two years ago if you'd told me, i would have gone back to you.
WHY.
why now? Why after so many years. Why.
i just can't believe.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Weeds
Woah.
*sweeps away dust buddies. and pulls out some weeds.*
So long since i blogged. hee hee.
Tomorrow's my interview!. for now.. i would say about 30% of my nerves are wrecked.
i just heard from TF that there'll be THREE interviewers instead of two. and Plus. Eden and Jeric as observers.
My head may just crack.
today's Quite a good day.
YO-KAY! i'm gonna get back to my research and preperation for tmr's Big interview - Which will last .. 15 mins.
Which means. i'll only be needed in school for........ Fifteen minutes.
what kinda Schooling - Day is that. BUt HECK
HAHAH! FIFTEEN MINUTES - HERE I COME BABY!
oh-kay. back to work.
*sweeps away dust buddies. and pulls out some weeds.*
So long since i blogged. hee hee.
Tomorrow's my interview!. for now.. i would say about 30% of my nerves are wrecked.
i just heard from TF that there'll be THREE interviewers instead of two. and Plus. Eden and Jeric as observers.
My head may just crack.
today's Quite a good day.
YO-KAY! i'm gonna get back to my research and preperation for tmr's Big interview - Which will last .. 15 mins.
Which means. i'll only be needed in school for........ Fifteen minutes.
what kinda Schooling - Day is that. BUt HECK
HAHAH! FIFTEEN MINUTES - HERE I COME BABY!
oh-kay. back to work.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
FINALLY 18!
HwaH.
eighteen. i'm big fat eighteen already.
Actually eighteen's a good age. Because - 17 sounds kiddy. and 19 sounds old. so 18's just right.
(Ch-Loe. if you're reading this. Don't laugh at EIGHTEEN OKAY. i'll laugh at you when you turn eighteen. Anyway, you're still a kid. so ENJOY your privileges as a kid >:P)
Haaaaa. I think once you get older, Birthdays don't seem like a big deal anymore. it just means you're contributing to the ageing population of singapore. ANd. Birthdays are a good excuse to skip Evening classes (like now.) (HEH HEH HEH)
i feel like saying my thankyous.
To:
EeEe and Family - Thank you for being the first to "cut cake" although it was.. impromptu, cos i actually took out the cake so we all could eat without the intention of a birthday song. Haha. But thanks, LOVE YOU!
EeEe - Thank you for loving me! i miss you so much, and i'm sorry if i let you down in the past. i'll try to be a better daughter to do you proud! =)
Papa - i Love you so much, papa. and sometimes when you're not home, i really miss you. =) I FINALLY got my coffee cake. So i shall request for MORE cakes from you. (HEH HEH HEH)
KOR - HAHAH! Thank you for being my brother. we're so alike in so many ways, yet different in many others. i'm sorry for being irritating. i promise i'll irritate you more. =) (HUGS)
Aunty Leng - thank you sooo much for loving papa, and thank you (truly) for your care and concern, and always helping us do the housework. Thank you Thank you Thank you.
Ros - I MISS YOU SO MUCH! (HUGS) You're one of the craziest and smartest people i know. and somehow, i've always believed one day you'll be someone great. (i don't know why). But yes. (Love you!)
Rocky - HAHAH! i knew it was you calling this morning. i'm really sorry, hahhaah. i MiSS YOU SO MUCH! Come back soon okay? If you ever feel like a failure, =) i Believe in you, and Jesus believes in you!
HanChong - =) Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for being my fastest problem solver. Thank you. i truly hope you'll find someone. =) i know you will. You're a great guy! - Lots of love, duck legs.
Okay. have to run. meeting manda soon. will continue later.
eighteen. i'm big fat eighteen already.
Actually eighteen's a good age. Because - 17 sounds kiddy. and 19 sounds old. so 18's just right.
(Ch-Loe. if you're reading this. Don't laugh at EIGHTEEN OKAY. i'll laugh at you when you turn eighteen. Anyway, you're still a kid. so ENJOY your privileges as a kid >:P)
Haaaaa. I think once you get older, Birthdays don't seem like a big deal anymore. it just means you're contributing to the ageing population of singapore. ANd. Birthdays are a good excuse to skip Evening classes (like now.) (HEH HEH HEH)
i feel like saying my thankyous.
To:
EeEe and Family - Thank you for being the first to "cut cake" although it was.. impromptu, cos i actually took out the cake so we all could eat without the intention of a birthday song. Haha. But thanks, LOVE YOU!
EeEe - Thank you for loving me! i miss you so much, and i'm sorry if i let you down in the past. i'll try to be a better daughter to do you proud! =)
Papa - i Love you so much, papa. and sometimes when you're not home, i really miss you. =) I FINALLY got my coffee cake. So i shall request for MORE cakes from you. (HEH HEH HEH)
KOR - HAHAH! Thank you for being my brother. we're so alike in so many ways, yet different in many others. i'm sorry for being irritating. i promise i'll irritate you more. =) (HUGS)
Aunty Leng - thank you sooo much for loving papa, and thank you (truly) for your care and concern, and always helping us do the housework. Thank you Thank you Thank you.
Ros - I MISS YOU SO MUCH! (HUGS) You're one of the craziest and smartest people i know. and somehow, i've always believed one day you'll be someone great. (i don't know why). But yes. (Love you!)
Rocky - HAHAH! i knew it was you calling this morning. i'm really sorry, hahhaah. i MiSS YOU SO MUCH! Come back soon okay? If you ever feel like a failure, =) i Believe in you, and Jesus believes in you!
HanChong - =) Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for being my fastest problem solver. Thank you. i truly hope you'll find someone. =) i know you will. You're a great guy! - Lots of love, duck legs.
Okay. have to run. meeting manda soon. will continue later.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
-____-
Somehow. i feel incomplete. something's wrong.
i've bathed 3 times today.
i'm almost done with my tutorial.
i'm done with my Mix-CD.
i'm done with......................
WHAT HAVE I NOT DONE (LA)
ARG. ACK. BLEK.BLOP.CLIM.CHOK.POOONG!
that -(Long pause) - Is gibberish.
WHAT WHAT WHAT.
i think i need to talk to God.
i've bathed 3 times today.
i'm almost done with my tutorial.
i'm done with my Mix-CD.
i'm done with......................
WHAT HAVE I NOT DONE (LA)
ARG. ACK. BLEK.BLOP.CLIM.CHOK.POOONG!
that -(Long pause) - Is gibberish.
WHAT WHAT WHAT.
i think i need to talk to God.
Jesus, All for Jesus!
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face.
And the things of this earth
Will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace.
Look full in His wonderful face.
And the things of this earth
Will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace.
Monday, November 6, 2006
Sunday, November 5, 2006
And yet, another post in the same day.
This is my blog, and there aren't any photos of me here, so pple won't know how i look like. So heck, i'm just gonna say whatever.
To my friends (and relatives.) who know me, Crap.
MY UTERUS IS KILLING ME
Whats with all the big horrible cramps. and (ACK! YUCK!) the loss of red bodily fluid.
IT HURTS LIKE POOP.
And guys don't complain okay. If you're gonna say getting kicked in your jingglies hurt more, then my question is, do you get kicked down there repeatedly for a few days?
NO RIGHT.
So don't complain.
If you want to, by all means, get yourself a Uterus. (maybe throw in some fallopian tubes too)
HOWEVER
I thank God for how he created me. Thank you Jesus! Just please please, gimme some supernatural painkillers.
Thank you Jesus.
Thank you Jesus.
To my friends (and relatives.) who know me, Crap.
MY UTERUS IS KILLING ME
Whats with all the big horrible cramps. and (ACK! YUCK!) the loss of red bodily fluid.
IT HURTS LIKE POOP.
And guys don't complain okay. If you're gonna say getting kicked in your jingglies hurt more, then my question is, do you get kicked down there repeatedly for a few days?
NO RIGHT.
So don't complain.
If you want to, by all means, get yourself a Uterus. (maybe throw in some fallopian tubes too)
HOWEVER
I thank God for how he created me. Thank you Jesus! Just please please, gimme some supernatural painkillers.
Thank you Jesus.
Thank you Jesus.
Another post in a day.
Recently i met a gentleman, Which is a VERY rare case in the little island of Singapore.
The little things one does, can really tell, you know?
and it was a real pleasure.
Cheers - To the gentleman. =)
The little things one does, can really tell, you know?
and it was a real pleasure.
Cheers - To the gentleman. =)
Re: the post below.
Strangely,
i can't remember (AT ALL) what the unexpected delight was about.
I have no recollection/memory whatsoever at all.
Thats quite sad. Its always good to remember an unexpected delight yes.
i can't remember (AT ALL) what the unexpected delight was about.
I have no recollection/memory whatsoever at all.
Thats quite sad. Its always good to remember an unexpected delight yes.
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