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I CAN'T STOP THINKING.

I don't wanna think. i hate thinking. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

which is why i hate you. i hate that you're in my thoughts all the time. i hate, yes hate, that i can't stop thinking about everything. i hate that we have a past way back in 01 and 04. i, ARGH, hate that i gave you so much. i hate the fact that you are so dear to me. i also hate it that i enjoy your company when i'm with you. i, too, hate that you don't wanna hear what i have/want to say. i, very much, hate that you say silly things and i find them laughable. but. love-hate.

I WANT TO STUDY. I WANT TO STUDY. I NEED TO STUDY.


Wow. this is probably the post with the most hatred. O well. it fits anyway.