YOU MAKE ME NERVOUS.

i AM nervous. everytime i think about _ i feel like all the butterflies from the amazon just flew into my belly. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

Everytime i try to study i think of _. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

but i am quite sure this is gonna be the last time we meet. because i think its time for "Fin" and lets just have the credits roll. Sure, you're gonna be on top of the line.

Well. a relief i must say, to know that this is where it ends. i'm kinda hoping it'll only last for .. 3 seconds? okay. i'll give it 5. 5 seconds. No more, maybe less. Then i can move on, and not look back ever. And start studying like mad for marketing.

I'M SO HAPPY! i can't wait for this to end. QUICK. END. END. END. Then i won't have to hope that its you in my phone. NAY. I DON'T LIKE THAT EITHER.

(i understand that i'm not making sense. But yes, thats what my world is like, thats what I am like. And i like me that way :) i Love me that way.)

I'm so hopeful that it'll be quick, fast, and painless. Like ripping off a bandaid. (quoted from F.R.I.E.N.D.S)

Well. It's not You to be dilly dally and draggy. usually I'M the one who's dilly-dally-and-draggy. So. i'm not gonna be that way. And You won't be that way either. Which means everything will be Quick, Fast, and Painless. YAY! Can't Wait.

Sigh now i can only hope that the 3 hours i have would pass faster. 'Cause its making me nervous. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

My hands and feet are all cold-out. and i'm typing really fast. and i CAN'T STUDY. AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

Come to think of it, i'm not sure why this is gonna be the end. Maybe because i won't have ANY reason to go backwards anymore. but what if i do?

O. now i know why i want it 5 seconds or shorter, because then, no one would have time to say anything, and i won't have to think of ANY response to make. 5 seconds. There won't be time to do anything but the necessary, and the hi-bye. Walk away. Then i won't speak to you, and you won't speak to me either. Because for some reason, You're mad at me, Your Bright Yellow Stress Ball.