On a separate note...

This is for the issue that has been bothering me for the past few days resulting in my lack of sleep.


I have decided, that it wouldn't matter if i go or not.

Honestly, i would think that it'll be better if i didn't go. Because what i want - is a friendship.

And i thank Melina because she reminded me that by going, i'm allowing myself the opportunity to take this one step deeper - which may not be the best for now.

Of course, if he still wants/needs - i'm still available. But in any case if there's an alternative, i'd wanna build a Friendship - over books and coffee at Borders : ) More than anything.