God has heard

SO. i just came back from dinner with Marvin. I really really enjoyed his company. in a weird way. It felt/feels different. Just Different. :) I like it. makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.

I think i'm gonna miss him when i am vietnamed.

And i do hope we really get down to learning driving together when i come back. :D

SO. i'm thoroughly booked for the next few days - from LOM Day dry runs.. right down to getting haircut with my beloved cousin, Zackee.


Today, everyone at church made me feel so sad.. So much so that for a moment i felt like i could forgo the Vietnam trip.

Like after we were done with work, I was talking with Aunty LaiGek and Pastor James. And they all gave me the next-week-is-your-last-week look. plus the we-will-miss-you look. and i'm not being thick skinned please >: )

Sigh. I think i'm gonna miss Church the most. I love Church. Its like my whole life is there. I really really really am gonna miss church. Church - not the place. Church - The body of Christ, His people. Cheryl, Lynne, Aunt Laigek, Li Li and Ailee, Uncle JitKiong and Adrian, Jonathan, Adele, Pastor Taitong, Wendy and Kangyin and Muntai, Michael, Peter, David, Uncle John, Pastor James, Pastor Jas, SO MANY PEOPLE. I'm gonna miss them all.

Next sunday's gonna be my "last" before i get vietnamed. I'm hoping they won't make me cry or anything. I'm not going to. Cos if i do, it'll probably be a bucket's worth. :"(