God has heard

I'm attempting to pack my (big) bag for Vietnam, but it seems that the more i pack, the more i feel my bag isn't big enough. Whilst i drown in my insecurities, i decided to msg Nat hoping she could assure me, But reply, She has not. I hope she does - soon.

Today's work was quite... Bad. Cheryl said i wasn't myself, I was really restless. I guess i was a little - no idea why.

Then halfway, my aunt (spiritual mommy) Msged informing me that Kongkong (Her father, my grandfather, my mum's dad) was admitted to Changi Hospital for Pneumonia, and the Doctor told us to be mentally prepared.

I felt myself crack inside cos it just reminded me so much of my mum, and whatever happened to/with her. I felt really sad,bad,horrible,scared,worried,anything negative. And when i'm upset/stressed, i either talk ALOT, or i don't talk at all. Today's effect happens to be the latter. So:

Auntie Laigek: Ay. Why today your face same colour as your shirt.

(i was wearing a black polo)

I love Auntie Laigek. it seems she sensed something was wrong and followed me to the toilet (Auntie-Stalker, teehee) And then sometime later she hugged and prayed for me.

Today was my last sunday at work before i get vietnamed for 10 weeks - The longest break i've taken so far. And somehow many people knew, so they all came and patted my arm, like a friendly gesture, and nagged a little here and there, i know they meant well :) I'm gonna miss them all. But they didn't know that my arms were still aching and sore from the VICIOUS VACCINATIONS i took the day before. So i kinda cringed inside everytime someone patted me :D But i Still do, very much, appreciate the gesture.

JONATHAN (GKIDZ, not korkor): If you're reading this, Hello there! :D Some things to note:

1. Don't let Karthi bully you. I'm EXTREMELY sure he will. :)

2. Don't WORRY. and STOP PANICKING. Especially when you panick in front of grouchy parents who want their way, you'll let them walk all over you. Must remain calm and Steady. Thats what S-people are good at. :) Even if you panick, don't show it babe.

3. Its okay to make mistakes. I'm not gonna be all cliche/cheesy as i already am and say "Just learn from your mistakes". I'm sure you already know that. ITS OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES, JUST RECOVER ASAP, or at least try to cover your butt until you get help from Cheryl or Karthi, or Aunt LG, or Lynne :)

4. HAVE FUN Dearest.

5. 1000-word report to me every sunday. >:D


Anyhow, i'd better get back to packing lest papa continues nagging. I still gotta teach him how to use Skype. heh.

To my loves:

CH-LOW, ZACKEE, BLOSSOM, JEDD - I'm definitely gonna miss you (all). and i promise i'll buy nice stuff for you all. I might consider setting up a brog for Vietnam :D

Ee (S. Mom) - I LOVE YOU. and be Strong okay! IF anything happens to Kongkong or anyone, i believe its all God's will. I'm gonna miss your nagging! :)

Papa, Kor - MY TWO GREATEST MEN. :( I loved Dinner today. it was superbly heart-warming. I love you. Kor: Please teach Papa to use Skype or MSN, i don't think he knows how to "add" me or see if i'm online. Heheheh.

XUAN, GAVIN, AARON, DEBBIE, GEK - Ah, almost all of us are going overseas, To XUAN and Deb, i Love you both so much. Please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE CARE. I WILL MISS YOU.

G-Babe: STOP FLIRTING, You. >:)

Aaron, dearest: I LOVE YOU! i promise i will watch BROTHERs AND SISTERS, CSI and maybe even Family Guy. I love love love you. I have always thought you were So brave to go OSIP even though we're not going together. :) You'll survive. I know it. YOU'd BETTER SURVIVE I TELL YOU.


ROS: I love you. Always will. Please take care, and EMAIL ME If you've got problems okay :) You know i'll listen.


Okay. This post is so long. :)


I'm gonna go pack already. And NAto has not replied. :(