God has heard

ARH-MUN-ARH-MUN-ARH-MUN-ARH.

I feel so ess-ai-ay-en.

maybe its because i just left Ee's house after staying there for more than a week. I feel like i miss screaming-Jedd already. I miss Watching anime with Chloe. I miss Talk ing to Zackee. I miss "AY! SHHH!!-ing" at Jedd. I miss Ee. : (

Maybe its because i start school tmr. ARGH. the thought of all the projects (which i'm currently worrying about.) and getting back all the tests results. BAH. I AM worried. i am worried i won't do well. i'm worried.

And i feel cranky. :< This is bad. i need to pray.

O Father father. (Emo.) Why am i feeling so sian. (emo. emo.) I hate being Emo.
So please take this feeling away. And bless me with Your joy!
O Lord, You, and only You know my worries, and my burdens.
Lord i pray You will teach me to trust in You.
That thru' all these experiences, i will grow stronger, and i will learn to rely on Your strength.
I want to grow. i really want to grow.
I want to experience the Joy of knowing everything is in Your control.
I want to Go all out for You, while at the same time, Rest in Your everlasting love.

Jesus, i Love you. But teach me to grow in that Love.
Teach me Your greatest commandment - To Love others as thyself.
I really want to learn, to love.
Lord, each time my impatience takes over, Teach me. Reveal to me. Mold me.

I want to love.

Thank you Jesus. :) I feel better already.

Okay. There doesn't seem to be Transport Tutorial. Neither is there LOMe Tutorial.

So, Next on my To-Do-Tonight-Before-Indulging-in-Bleach-And-Naruto-List:

1. Draw up planner and plan dates.
2. Read up and refresh memory for all projects.
3. Pray for 100K.
4. Indulge! :)