Today's friday :)

Sigh. As i was walking home from the bus stop earlier (after school), was listening to some music and everything, there was a slight drizzle, and the ground had some puddles. And i was walking up a slope in heels, feet were aching a little (Urgh). It was about 8 plus.

and then "Bad day" by Daniel Powter came on. :D and i smiled to myself as i thought about my day.

Tons of ups and downs. The whole hustle bustle about FYP project group has thrown everyone off course. I could feel the pressure and everything, Everyone's just - Stressed. i guess. And as i looked and listened to Jessie, Hanqian (I Heart you), Kammie and Peiwen worry about their own groupings and all, seeing them tear - makes me wanna reassure them, i wanna tell them not to worry. Because i wasn't in a better position than them earlier, but God truly showed me that i could trust Him. and He has provided my group with a solution, Although it didn't go as planned, but i believe His will is gonna shine thru, and i truly believe Our FYP is gonna be great. :)

And then. Somehow, With everyone crying, laughing, joking, taking pictures, As we were walking towards the Audi for the BSC AGM, and we were making jokes like how we all look like we're from "The Apprentice" and all. It made me feel like we were a family. Seeing how everyone listened to Jessie and Hanqian when they were stressed up about their FYP really showed how much we (LIG Main Comm) care for one another, whether we realise it or not. Its true.

And, almost at once, i felt at peace, despite all the rejection and brain-juice-squeezing before BioChem Lecture. I felt at peace knowing that this bunch of us - Eve, Din, Felicia, Karen, Kachee, Smantee (LOVE YOU ALL. EVENTS ROCK.), Jessie, Hanqian, Nat, Gek, Yuwen and Myself - we are a family - I see it happening. i really do. :)

Well. I really hope i'd be able to go overseas for my internship with Nat! :D I CAN'T WAIT!. and HANQIAN (if you ever read this): GO. YOU MUST GO FOR THE INTERNSHIP. I'LL GIVE YOU SUPPORT (you know what kind of support la :) ) IF YOU NEED IT. LOVE! :)

Once again, LIG MAIN COMM ROCKS.

O. Some things i wanna say to my fellow main-commers. :)

Eve - Girl. you know i'll listen if you need to talk :) Don't keep things to yourself okay! I may not be able to help. But i'll be there if you need someone.

Din - My DEAREST DEAN DEAR. :) YOU. I thank you. for trusting me, for listening to me, and for talking to me, for EVERYTHING. THANK YOU.

KACHEE - You! With the damaged hair. :D Somehow i feel like you're slowly opening up to us after the LOM Camp. and i think its great! We should play the piano together some time man!

Smantee -SMANTEE <3. You are so crazy. and together, we're kinda mean aye. Like during the BSC AGM, making fun of the Emcee's accent and all. :D EVENTS ROCK.

Jessie - Jessie jessie! :) Would looove to get to know you better if i can. I think you're great! And. Don't worry about the FYP thing okay, i'll keep you in my prayers. :) It'll be fine.

HANQIAN - I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU. i really think we should all go Bangkok again some day. :D AND Please Go for OSIP. I'll help you in whatever way i can, It's a GREAT opportunity so don't let it go okay! :) I LOVE YOU.

Yuwen - Yuwen! :) I, too, definitely want to get to know you more. Really. And thanks for talking to me online - regarding the smoking stuff. I won't forget it :)

GEK! - WEEGEK! I want the BSC AGM photos!!!!! :D kay. apart from that, YOUR ENGLAND IS OKAY LA. :) You should have more confidence in yourself :) Thank you for doing projects with me. Your presence has taught me alot of stuff, even though i'm sure you don't realise it.

NATO - ICAN'TWAITTOGOOSIPWITHYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really really can't wait. I'M SO EGGCITED. Thank you thank you for staying up so late, squeezing brain juice for QM. I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU. :D

Felicia - PLease don't feel bad. (FYP thing) DON'T. :) I'm really okay. I think your group will be great :D WO-AI-NEE.

KAREN - :D Thank you. i don't know what exactly i wanna thank you for, but i know I WANNA THANK YOU. Your presence has taught me lotsa stuff. THANK YOU. I LOVE YOUR GHOST STORIES, they're so scary, it makes me not wanna listen :D


OKAY! there's alot more to say. but i think i'd wait till graduation or something. I truly Thank God for each one of the main-commers. :D THank you Jesus.

If i could, i would adopt a dog and cat from SPCA.

If i could, i would tell everyone i know how much they mean to me.

If i could, i would work with animals for a living.

If i could, i would have a show on Animal Planet.

If i could, i would not sin.

If i could, i would choose to love.

If i could, i would turn back time, and slap myself in the head.

Lord. would you forgive me. I know i'm a sinner, but you died on the cross for our sins. And so, by your grace and mercy, forgive me. Thank you Jesus. I love you.

I'm a bad bad bad bad person.

ARH-MUN-ARH-MUN-ARH-MUN-ARH.

I feel so ess-ai-ay-en.

maybe its because i just left Ee's house after staying there for more than a week. I feel like i miss screaming-Jedd already. I miss Watching anime with Chloe. I miss Talk ing to Zackee. I miss "AY! SHHH!!-ing" at Jedd. I miss Ee. : (

Maybe its because i start school tmr. ARGH. the thought of all the projects (which i'm currently worrying about.) and getting back all the tests results. BAH. I AM worried. i am worried i won't do well. i'm worried.

And i feel cranky. :< This is bad. i need to pray.

O Father father. (Emo.) Why am i feeling so sian. (emo. emo.) I hate being Emo.
So please take this feeling away. And bless me with Your joy!
O Lord, You, and only You know my worries, and my burdens.
Lord i pray You will teach me to trust in You.
That thru' all these experiences, i will grow stronger, and i will learn to rely on Your strength.
I want to grow. i really want to grow.
I want to experience the Joy of knowing everything is in Your control.
I want to Go all out for You, while at the same time, Rest in Your everlasting love.

Jesus, i Love you. But teach me to grow in that Love.
Teach me Your greatest commandment - To Love others as thyself.
I really want to learn, to love.
Lord, each time my impatience takes over, Teach me. Reveal to me. Mold me.

I want to love.

Thank you Jesus. :) I feel better already.

Okay. There doesn't seem to be Transport Tutorial. Neither is there LOMe Tutorial.

So, Next on my To-Do-Tonight-Before-Indulging-in-Bleach-And-Naruto-List:

1. Draw up planner and plan dates.
2. Read up and refresh memory for all projects.
3. Pray for 100K.
4. Indulge! :)

Been rather bored lately, holiday's too short to work. Can't wait to get my pay from the bintan trip. I thank God for the Bintan experience :D Taught me alot of things. I thank God that He's teaching me, guiding me, digging deeper. Issues i've never known about myself are slowly surfacing. I'm happy God's dealing with me! It's definitely a difficult process. But its all part of God's plan. :)


I'm gonna do something to my hair later. Maybe i should colour it purple. Although i was thinking maybe Orange. Maybe HAHHAHA. okay. i should stick to more conservative colours lest i shock my fellow homosapiens.


OKAY. i'd better get back to NARUTO spree. i'm done waiting for Shippuden. SO LONG. >:( so i've started what i didn't finish last time.
Why is my font size so big.

IAMBACKFROMBINTAN :D

Too tired to detail-post.

Was great. i learnt alot. Spiritual lessons.
Discovered new emotions. (Ha-Ha-Ha)

Got Sick, still sick. (Fever plus asthma. Pure bad timing.)
Hence i didn't do much.


Will blog more soon. To all who tagged when i was overseas. THANK YOU FOR READING :)

Hanqian: I HEART YOU. blame it on my carelessness okay! :(

LOM Camp :)

Was great. i thought it couldn't have been better. KaChee did great, i think. I feel Happy, seeing all the participants participate actively, especially the seniors. Didn't think they'd be enthusiastic really, but i was wrong! With Saliheen and Kenneth's Special Performance, and Jeric's and Eden's Ultraman Act, and Qiwei and Fadzly's Tree Thing. Hahahha. :D Thank you all.

Okay. Since Sam, Din and i planned Cluedo, i shall explain it to those who didn't manage to solve it. :)

Din, a filthy rich man, has Jessie as his wife, and together, they had Gek. But Din has an affair with Felicia. Jessie wants Din's money, and thought that if he died, she (as his wife) would inherit his assets. So she kills Din by hiring a mechanic to tamper with his brakes, and hence Din dies in a "Car accident".

BUT. She soon discovers that Din had willed all his assets to their only son, Gek. Felicia got angry as she thought the love she shared with Din was strong enough for her to get a share of his assets, she thus felt that her wrath can only be satisfied by killing Gek, and hence, plots to kill him. (Voodoo drawing.)

Now. Gek is married to Evelyn, and has two beautiful daughters - Natasha and Karen. But! as the saying "Like father, Like Son" goes, Gek too has a mistress - Yuwen, and together, they have HanQian. HanQian is engaged to KaCheong (hahahah!). Somehow, KaChee knows that Gek has willed a third of his assets (inherited by Din's death) to his Legitimate daughters (Karen and Nat) and the remaining two-thirds of his assets to HanQian.

With this knowledge, Kachee plots to kill Gek, and eventually does it in an accident (Gek was stabbed.). And so, HanQian is now filthy rich. :D -end-

DISCLAIMER: Any resemblance to actual characters or happenings is purely coincidental.

:D i think the story feels incomplete. maybe in the future when i'm free, i'll extend the.. LIG Main Comm Tangle.

Thank you Din! for the doughnut-factory Doughnuts! and Thank you Mrs Wee for the 40 Pratas!. Thank you Mr Foo for your active participation in Cluedo! Thank you Eve for sharing :) i love you. Thank you *HanQian(sorry!! :D <3), Jessie, Yuwen, Nat, Karen, Felicia, Smantee! I love you all. Thank you KaCheong! :D You were great. and i'm sorry the photo-thing didn't work out as planned. And, of course, Gek. Please take care :) We missed you at camp.

Okay. I am fever-ing. This is bad. i'm overseas-ing tmr. God, Heal me please.

To: Melvin (Chia) (Saitor.)

(If you ever do read this.) I truly, from the bottom of my rather small (but growing bigger) heart, thank God for you, For your presence in my life. I think its the little things that you say, and the stuff i learn from you, changes my thinking, and helps my spirit grow. I think God works wonders, and i still find it strange how sometimes i find it so easy to talk to you about Christian-hood and stuff. Of course i do hope that you'd share stuff with me too, be it about camps or just whatever. But i sincerely believe it is God's plan that we become friends. So i thank God for you. :D

This page of Quality Tutorial is for:

1. Gennie ong - to remind her to start studying. and CONCENTRATE.
2. Gennie's Friends - to remind them to start studying. and CONCENTRATE.
3. Gennie's Friends who are laughing at her cause they need not study. - Go away. >: (

As i prepare for my Materials Management paper at 3 whilst listening to The Way I Am on my brog, i realise something.

I miss Jesus. <3

No, i'm not hallucinating whatsoever. Jesus is real, and i miss Him so. My friend, my father, my life, my hope, my love, my lover.

My new love for Indie music. <3

Actually, its not really New. I've always liked Indie Music. I just didn't know that that kinda music belongs to the "Indie" genre.

AND I CAN'T TURN OFF THE AUTO-PLAY. >: (

Anyway. You're listening to "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson.

I Love this song. It's an ear worm.

Lyrics:

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

-the way i am, Ingrid Michaelson.

Bla.

Just came back from Dinner with Sherwyn. Car ride was good :D Thanks to Olivia who was singing to us through out the journey from the CD player.


My mind's Stuffed with Thoughts. and my mind's empty at the same time. i'm feeling quite horrid.

O well. Transport paper's tmr. Please please pray for me. i'm not really confident this time. but i want to do well. Well - Who doesn't.

So. :D I'm gonna start studying after i bathe, again. So many baths, i've taken.