The illusionist. - WATCH IT BAY-BEH.

this show. is bloody good. (blo-deh-goood)

and Myojo Tom Yam flavoured Instant Noodles - Fantabudeliciouslous.



Bravo to Edward Norton, and the creator of Myojo Thai Tom Yam Noods.

Her Hundredth Post.

You gave me my first bouquet of flowers and my first bag of biscuits. Thank you :) it stays in my head forever.

You were late, we were supposed to go to church. and when you came. you said "damn. i'm so gonna regret not getting that cute girl's number when i wake up tmr feeling normal". i was nonchalant. but in my head, you were dead as a meatloaf.

You shouted in exasperation, "Can you not call my house phone. you woke everyone up." i'm sorry.

You told her you didn't love me. :) i still wonder.

You told her you wanted to be with her because you were my number five, but you were her number one. Did you not know, you were my number one? :)

It saddens me to think you used to compare yourself to him. i never did.

I remember. We were at the stairs, it was after church, and you told me what you told me. i will always remember the way you looked when you told me you were sorry. :) i love you.

It was after school, on 315. I got on the bus, and you were there with her. And she told me you got angry because i lied. did i?

When you came back from your holiday and found out everything, why didn't you answer my calls? Why didn't you come out to meet me when i was in the rain at your door? Was that not enough?

I remember. the first time i went to your place, it was raining. and you ran out to pick me up :) i love walking with you in the rain.

I remember. You called to ask if i was comfortable with her staying over at your place and i trusted you with everything.

I bought you an apple pie. and left it on your desk when you were sleeping. You were holding your phone. (i'm sorry). i picked it up and saw you were reading my messages. salty tears man.

We only took two pictures together. and you never wanted to keep any of them. i still wonder why.

I remember. The first time i saw you after everything was when Rocky and i met Lisa at gardens and she told us you were back in Motherland. Rocky insisted that we visit you since you were only back for a short while.We bought Bacardi and finished it on the way to your place. i was so nervous my head was bursting.

I mustered two years worth of courage and frustration. and said i wanted to talk. and you brushed me off and said you didn't feel like talking. it all felt so familiar. so familiar.

I wonder, why i still love you.

Joshua Radin - The fear you won't fall:

And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you
I know you're scared that I'll soon be over it
That's part of it all
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall

To you:
Please don't ever feel bad. i miss you. i wish we could be what we used to be. i want you back. i love you.


To you:
I missed you. and i feel like i'm back where i was. what we have now is precious. so precious. i love you.


And yet another song. The Hereafter - Back where i was:

i could not think
i decided i should hideaway
so i did
i did what i could
i did what i did
because it was easy
and i was surprised
before i knew it
i was back where i was


he ran off to forget
i ran off to remember
and when it hit me
i could not sleep
i decided i should hideaway
so i did
i did what i could
i did what i did
because you love me
and i was surprised
before i knew it
i was back where i was


this is pure emo. ignore me.

EVer since i got to know that James Patterson books were made into movies, the first actor which came to mind suitable for the role of Alex Cross was/is (still is.) DENZEL WASHINGTON (Blush. Ha-Ha. Whatever la.)

And then. here's what i read at www.jamespatterson.com under Movie Picks (here):

Deja Vu – I'm a huge Denzel Washington fan and I know a lot of readers would love to see him take a shot at Alex Cross. As always, he's flawless in this role. The movie starts with a bang—literally—but then it gets seriously off the tracks, at least for me.



YAY!!!! i really really wish/hope one day. Denzel Washington will play Alex Cross in a film based on one of James Patterson's books.

Maybe. Maybe.

Kiss the Girls?

OH! OH! i know. MARY MARY!!

How bout. CROSS!

maybe. VIOLETS ARE BLUE!!

can't wait. can't wait. can't wait.

Good Friday! :)

I spent the morning in bed. Waiting for Choy to come. and then we went out for lunch, bought some groceries, and ingredients, fought over who should pay, came back, baked, MADE A SERIOUS MESS (CHOY'S IDEA), and packed our stuff, he left, i washed the toilet, scrubbed, bathed, sat down, did my quiet time, started blogging, THERE! :D a whole day's worth.

Since its Good Friday, i shall blog about my quiet-time passage today.

Scripture:

(i wish i could type the whole bible, because i know any of you (readers, if there are any.) who has problems would be able to find your answers in this little book of small words. Read it, it'll bo-low (blow) Your mind.)

Anyway,

The soldiers took Jesus into the courtyard of the governor's headquarters (called the Praetorium) and called out the entire regiment. Ther dressed him in a purple robe, and the wove thorn branches into a crown and put it on his head. Then they saluted him and taunted, "Hail! King of the Jews!" And they struck him on the head with a reed stick, spit on him, and dropped to their knees in mock worship. When they were finally tired of mocking him, they took off the purple robe and put his own clothes on him again. Then they led him away to be crucified.

... they brought Jesus to a place called Golgotha (which means "Place of the Skull"). They offered him wine drugged with myrrh, but he refused it. Then the soldiers nailed him to the cross. They divided his clothes and threw dice to decide who would get each piece. It was nine o'clock in the morning when they crucified him. A sign was fastened to the cross, announcing the charge against him. It read, "The King of the Jews." Two revolutionaries were crucified with him, one on his right and one on his left.

The people passing by shouted abuse, shaking their heads in mackery. "Ha! Look at you now!" they yelled at him. "You said you were going to destroy the Temple and rebuild it in three days. Well then, save yourself and come down from the cross!"

The leading priests and teachers of religious law also mocked Jesus. "He saved the others," the scoffed, "but he can't save himself! Let thei Messiah, this King of Israel, come down from the cross so we can see it and believe him!" Even the men who were crucified with Jesus ridiculed him.

At noon, darkness fell across the whole land until three o'clock. Then at three o'clock Jesus called out with a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani?" which means "My God, My God, why have you abandoned me?"

Some of the bystanders misunderstood and thought he was calling for prophet Elijah. One of them ran and filled a sponge with sour wine, holding it up to him on a reed stick so he could drink. "Wait!" he said. "Let's see whether Elijah comes to take him down!"

Then Jesus uttered another loud cry and breathed his last. And the curtain in the sanctuary of the Temple was torn in two, from top to bottom.

When the Roman officer who stood facing him saw how he had died, he exclaimed, "This man truly was the Son of God!"


Me-Thoughts:

Well. Did you think Jesus was unable to save himself when he was crucified? You think Jesus couldn't come down from the cross? i think not.

i think, With a twitch of his eyebrow he could have had Legions of angels come down to save him. i think, with a blink - no, HALF a blink of his right/left eye, he could have taken the lives of those who flogged him. (i could go on)

My point is, Jesus DIDN'T have to do it. He DIDN'T have to go through with it. He didn't.


But he did. Simply because, he loves you. YOU. You and me. You - reading this. He did so much for your salvation, he was willing to be flogged (ouch) Humiliated, stripped, spit on, have rusty nails hammered into his feet and arms, have a crown of thorns pierced into his head, and everything else, for YOU. for those people who scoffed at him.

He went through all that for those passer-bys who mocked and ridiculed him.

And he did it all out of Love.

I don't know how else to interpret my thoughts to convince YOU that he loves you.

i know some people say things like, "Nah. God doesn't want me. He hates me. I'm such a bad boy/girl. He won't even look at me"

And to that, i say "RUBBISH". God is constantly looking out for you. and you know it just breaks his heart when you say God hates you, and doesn't want you, when he went thru all that pain, suffering and humiliation TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU.

You think he came down for the goody-two-shoes? you think he came down to condemn the baddies? You think he came down from ALL his comforts and riches to kill and slay people who don't meet his standards?

Well. to that, i'd say, PLEASE LAR. HE CAN DO THAT UP IN HEAVEN.

But, thing is, GOd is not like that. HE ISN'T. HE NEVER WAS.

God wants you more than ever. So don't run away from Him.

Lets Rewind a little beet (bit).


The day before yesterday. i feel down from a bus. yes. its funny ( i laughed at myself.) and its painful. could only sit on ONE butt cheek. and the slightest brush or accidental tap on my hip/butt would give you a Banshee (HAHA. a beet o' Drama. But heck. thats me.)

and when i came home, after a while, a second bruise surfaced. and now the bruise is the size of one square of toilet paper. yes. i know its big.

Many daily matters have been met with much inconveniece. A very applicable example: Wearing pants/Underpants. seriously. Another Banshee.

At Night, it hurts when my blanket rests on top of the bruise.

O well. The bruise is still swelling. not that its incresing in size, but its still swollen. and. its a disgusting shade of very very Dark purple.

I know, i know. Go see a doctor. but if you were in my shoes/butt, you'd probably not see a doctor. Because: it's Only a bruise what..............................................

Well. an update now: i'm discovering new bruises! i think there are two on my back. and one on my arm. there aren't discolourations. but i can feel the "groaning" pain. So.

Bruises.

And i hope some skin will grow back soon on my skinlessness. it stings when i bathe.


Sigh. I know. i know. don't ask me why i can get so clumsy. its not like i planned on falling from a height higher or equivalent to mine.