why are there so many "God has heard"s?

i think its because thats what Jadyn means.


Hmm. sometimes i think to myself. do i really really believe that God HAS heard, and is still hearing.

i think i should work on that. but sometimes, many times in fact. its hard to know that someone has heard you and actually understands. cos its all so impossible. especially if you're in a shitty situation.

i need to pray. really pray and spend time with God. i miss God. i miss Jesus. i miss the holy spirit.

do i really love God? i tell myself "i have to. i have to." but love doesn't involve the act of forcing, does it? if thats the case, then God might as well have killed Satan once and for all, settle all our problems and have us all in heaven where we all wanna be.

Then again. I want to love Jesus. i Want to love God. i want to love the Holy spirit.

Because because because. because. he loves me. he loves me so much. and i think thats enough for me to want to love Him.


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