Wednesday, June 28, 2006

QuickOne Quick One!!

OkAY!

No time to blog long. have to go to schoo0oOool. and meet manda for lunch. YAY!

Dear father. i pray that you'll help me to get to school on time. i stand in the gap for Evey and pray that You'll send a friend to have lunch with her today, or in anyway, keep her mind of her loneliness. Lord, You were the one who created all of us, So only You know what Evelyn really desires and needs. So lord i pray that You'll reach out to her in Your own Creative ways cause her to see your great and wonderful love for her. Thank you Jesus!

Lord i'm sorry i have not been spending time with you, but yet i know you're always near me, waiting for me to talk to You. i promise Lord that i will try my very best to spend time with you. Lord even if its a short five minutes, i know You'll honour it. i thank you Lord for your Mercy and steadfast love.

Abba father i pray that today, you will guide me to do your work so that my relationship with You will be strengthened. and i pray you'll speak to me through your own creative means. and i know that when you speak to me, all the other voices in my head fade away. Lord i ask that every little thing i do today, will give glory to You. Thank you jesus for Your everlasting Love.

In Jesus' most wonderful and awesome name - AMEN!

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Miracle catch Weekend!

WOAH.

today was an extremely tiring day. OH my my. With the Kids' carnival and all. But i believe i'm not the tired-est person. =) to all those who helped out and lost their voices - REST AND DRINK LOTS OF WATER!


Father father.
i thank you that the carnival was a success. Glory goes to YOU LORD! hallelujah. i believe it would have been impossible without You. i thank you for leading the pastors and all. And i thank you for keeping the children safe whilst having fun.

Dear Lord, i'm sorry for all the sins i've committed today. Hmm. such as telling the partial truth. which is lying. and um, being LaZY. Lord forgive my sins, teach me to repent. shesdlijfnkdlsieriyutkmngoidsfkdfnmcsduerfbbbdnks;;oisehrejrkdsmkcjdifsludfjehuyrbjfdkdnc.

Lord! school starts tomorrooooW!!! i pray you'll wake me up tomorrow at 6.30, so i can spend some quality time with you before going on with my stuff. i really really really wanna spend some time with you because i miss You. and i miss feeling your holy presence. i miss your sweet presence. so father i ask that you give me the spirit of discipline so i won't laze in bed until i oversleep but you'll wake me up and i'll get up Immediately. i Love you Lord.

thank you Jesus that my day tomorrow's gonna be great, i pray that you'll use me in your own ways to do your work. and Lord i pray you'll open my ears so that i can identify your voice and give me the obedience and boldness to do whatever the Spirit says.

i Love you Jesus, and i know you're here with me. You're all i need.


In Jesus' most precious and holy name, AMEN!


Saturday, June 24, 2006

My. my.

Dear Lord Jesus, thank you for today. it has been GREAT!
although nothing much happened today, i still hope i've made You smile, in whatever small things i do. i'm sorry for being disobedient, and not spending time with you. i pray for Your mercy Lord, and i ask that you forgive me. Teach me to repent, step-by-step, day-by-day, i know you'll be there with me. These are some things which i need Your forgiveness for.

  1. Not spending time with You.
  2. talking bad about other people.
  3. Judging other people. (please don't judge me)
  4. Being Negative.
  5. BEING LAZY
Sooooo many things i've sinned. ARGH.

Lord forgive me. i ask that you'll do a special work in me which will make me want to draw nearer to you. Lord ignite in me the Flame to want to do Your work, reach out to the lost, and serve the nations. Lord, i know i'm nothing close to Your standards, Mold me to be like you. teach me and guide me. help me to become the person you have created me to be.

i thank you Lord that you have forgiven all my sins, and above all i thank you for sending your only son, Jesus, to die on the cross for me. By the blood of the Lamb, i'm cleansed and renewed. i thank you God for you'll never abandon me. Thank you Jesus.

Holy spirit, i pray that you'll continue speaking to me in your own ways. i thank you that you're with me wherever i go, and i pray you'll lead me to do your work, in ways i've never known. God i pray you'll reveal to me your plans, and the people you want me to reach out to. i pray that you'll continue to tune my ears to hear your sweet voice, so that in any circumstance, i'll know whatever it is that you have in stored for me.


Thank you Jesus. i pray that tomorrow will be a great day at Church! and i know it'll DEFINITELY be a great day!! HALLELUJAH! And Lord, i ask that you'll send your Holy angels, the Cherubims, Seraphims, and Chariots of Holy Fire, to surround the church, just like in the visions you gave me, and i proclaim that NO evil spirit coming against FCBC will prosper IN THE NAME OF JESUS. i claim from the devil EVERY unsaved soul coming to church tomorrow, i ask that Lord, you'll cover their ears and protect their minds so that no doubt can enter to cause them to hesitate. For Your Name is above every other Name.
Thank you Jesus for everything that you've done for me. i pray you'll help me to wake up on time tomorrow, and please bless me with good time management skills so i won't spend too much time in the shower, or choosing clothes. Lord i pray you'll bless me with Journey mercy, i pray you'll send your holy angels to surround EVERYONE heading down to church.


WOOOO HOOOO!! HALLELUJAH!!!


in Jesus' Most Holy and Mighty name - AMEN!



Phew. that was long. =) Sweet dreams, Holy spirit!

Friday, June 23, 2006

WAH. its friday.

School's starting again next monday. tutorials and lectures. lectures and tutorials. tutorials and lectures and tutorials. hahhaa.

WAHA! my cousins are coming up with a NEW BLOGSKIN. WOO HOO. (o. he just came in to ask if i thought the blogskin was nice.) Of course it is. :D i think it should be dedicated to Romeo. who died near CNY this year. i miss her. wonder if bubbles do too.

today. i read a book on the 5 love languages of God (or something like that). i prayed before i started reading it, hoping that God will speak to me thru the book. And indeed, he did. God never fails. Hallelujah.

There are FIVE love languages. and everyone has a Primary Language. These are the 5:
  1. Words of Affirmation
  2. Gifts
  3. Quality time
  4. Acts of services
  5. Physical touch
and my primary language is Physical touch. like when i'm upset, or when i need encouragement or.. um. when you wanna show you appreciate me. i get the message when i get a pat on the back or HUGS. (thats why God gave pple arms - TO HUG)

okay. so i was quite intrigued. how can God touch me physically (no dirty thinking, you pervs). and the book started talking to me, like when in church, and my hands start to shake, its God's way of telling me He's near. He's with me. He hears me. and sometimes in church (many times) when i cry or weep. its like God comforting me.

HALLELUJAH!!!!! i feel so loved at the thought of it.

God speaks ALL the love languages. Are YOU willing to experience this awesome love? =)


Hahahah. i'm so excited. God is FAITHFUL!!!


Dear father, i thank you that you have spoken to me, and once again, showing your faithfulness. Truly, Your love is greater than anyone can give. i thank You for protecting me from evil. i pray that you will bless me with sweet dreams tonight, and i ask that you speak to me through dreams and visions, so that i can be the salt that you want me to be, adding flavour into the lives of the people around me. i thank you that tomorrow will be a great day. You are all i need.

In Jesus' most precious and lovely name, Amen.

My choices for CDSes and Elective

1. Music: something and something.
2. 20th century fashion
3. introduction to hoispitality and tourism
4. Project management
5. Culture and expressions



and my elective is.......... POM. the marketing one.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Today's hot topic during project discussion.

Hehe. today's hot topic was about........... GhostS? spirits?

do you believe in ghosts?
Do i believe in Ghosts?

do i? i don't know.

The bible talks about a gifting from God that allows people to see Spirits. but i believe that God will only Give you that gift if 1) He has designed you for it. 2) you are ready for it.

so i do believe in a sense i guess.

But i know that when i'm faced with spirits or ghosts, i won't fear. Because God is on my side.
He has won the battle for me, so spirits and ghosts will have to flee when i call upon the name of Jesus. of course, the above-mentioned "spirits" exclude the Holy spirit. (please) (Hahhaa)

so people/friends gave me scenarios where i'm faced with ghosts or spirits. following me and stuff. i believe my angels will be with me so i won't have to fear. =) thank you god.

so friends, if you ever come across spirits following you or haunting you, that kinda stuff. just call upon the name of Jesus. Spirits will vanish. Demons will flee. Fear will go.

Hallelujah.



With a grateful heart.

Hello Abba father. =)

i thank you for giving me good project mates.
i thank you for blessing me with good friends.
i thank you for Journey mercy, to and fro from school.
i thank you for giving me a house to stay in, even though i'm currently homeless.
i thank you for you are such a loving God who's into to EVERY single detail of my life.
i thank you that You're not just concerned with the Big picture.
i thank you that you have given me a good family.
i thank you for bringing mummy to heaven in your time, so that i can see how much my EeEe and her family loves me.
i thank you for helping me to get over every relationship i've been through.
i thank you that you have won every battle we have/had to fight.
i thank you for sending your angels to pave out roads for me so that i won't get lost.
i thank you that you love me just as i am.


Thank you Father. =)

Amen.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Just a question.

When you feel like people don't want you where you are, and you have no where else to go. do you stay? or do you leave?

Or. shut off and go to sleep?

taggy thing.

Yay.

i've a taggy thing. credit goes to terence. *clap clap clap clap.


i miss Bubbles and Romeo.

Bubbles is the Doggie and the mummy. Romeo is the Kitten (female.)


why are there so many "God has heard"s?

i think its because thats what Jadyn means.


Hmm. sometimes i think to myself. do i really really believe that God HAS heard, and is still hearing.

i think i should work on that. but sometimes, many times in fact. its hard to know that someone has heard you and actually understands. cos its all so impossible. especially if you're in a shitty situation.

i need to pray. really pray and spend time with God. i miss God. i miss Jesus. i miss the holy spirit.

do i really love God? i tell myself "i have to. i have to." but love doesn't involve the act of forcing, does it? if thats the case, then God might as well have killed Satan once and for all, settle all our problems and have us all in heaven where we all wanna be.

Then again. I want to love Jesus. i Want to love God. i want to love the Holy spirit.

Because because because. because. he loves me. he loves me so much. and i think thats enough for me to want to love Him.


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Hello you.

Hmm. i have no idea.