God has heard

I can't believe you called. i can't believe.

and i can't believe you said what you said. All that you said in eight hours of conversation. i can't believe.

i want to believe, but i can't.

and i can't believe myself.

i can't believe you. i can't.

Where was this conversation when i needed it the most?

Where was all this when i wanted to know the most?

i can't.

Maybe. Four years ago if you'd told me, i would've caved.

Maybe. Three years ago if you'd told me, i would be without hesitation.

Maybe. Two years ago if you'd told me, i would have gone back to you.

WHY.

why now? Why after so many years. Why.



i just can't believe.