Bangkok Bangkok

I had so much fun. =) truly. a great experience. so. i've decided to blog it all down before i forget anything. so. its gonna be el-oh-en-jee.

hmmm. i remembered being Uber excited a day before the trip. i felt like i could pop with excitement anytime. Kept trying to imagine what the Forum would be like, Kept thinking what Mrs Wee, HanQian, Jonathan and KokTeng would be like. HAhha.

Day Negative One.

i was messaging HanQian alot, i remember. and it was also the day i found out that Karine wasn't going with us. and Hence, i'll be sharing the hotel room with only HQ. and then, there was alot of panicking about the travel insurance, because i was actually waiting for a reply from Karine to decide who'll buy the insurance for everyone. O well. i bought the insurance for everyone! HAhaHAH!

Day Zero.

I WAS SO EXCITED. i made a list of all the stuff i had to pack. and i started packing la. then i realised there wasn't much to pack, luggage was pretty empty. but i remembered that Gek said he had LOTS to pack. and so i re-packed. and re-listed. hahhaha. there wasn't much to pack la. after all the fuss fuss about the packing, i wanted to catch an early night since i'd be waking up at about 5 am the next day for my morning flight. THEN. Papa came and asked me to help him re-format his mp3 player. (hahaha) O well, we did it together. and in the end i slept at about 2am.

Day ONE! (O YEH!)

I WAS STILL SO EXCITED. goodness. i woke up on time, and took a cab down to Changi airport T1. met Gek at about 6.45am for breakfast - We had BK! then we went up to meet HQ and KT. BUT instead of finding HQ and KT, we met Jon. HAHHA. kay. then KT AND HQ appeared from the seats. SO!. we were all there. except Mrs Wee. hahahhaha. we thought she'd be the earliest.

Then we checked in. Mrs Wee then went to get her daily dose of coffee, while The rest of us went to shop/jalan jalan. We went to ermm... the duty free alcohol shops. then we walked some more. and Jon went to buy cards. and we went to play daidee/taitee/taidee/daitee. hahaha. then Mrs Wee (once again.) came later than expected. and she totally missed us even though we were (conspicuously) sitting in a circle just outside the place to check in ( gate D5).

So! we boarded the plane. it was me, Jon, KT [aisle] Gek, HQ, Mrs Wee. the plane took off. and once the seatbelt lights went off, Mrs wee immediately got up to go meet her friend from 10 years ago who was on the same flight. hahahhahaha. okay. enough of plane business.

We got off the plane and HELLO THAILAND! SA-WA-DI-KAAAAA!

We then went to get a mini bus taxi to bring us to our hotel. and on the way there, we (Mrs Wee, Hq and myself) started to talk about Mrs Wee's children (Fabian and Freda). then we went on to discuss the ages of our other lecturers and tutors. (My dip is small. so we're pretty close-knit. and we only have a few lecturers/tutors.) there was lots of laughing, then the guys joined in the conversation too! HHAHAH. it was funny la.

Then we checked in to our hotel - TAWANA. it was quite okay. very normal rooms, quite clean! :) and the staff were pretty friendly. i remembered on the last day (Day Three), when we were leaving the hotel, we got into cabs while the bellboy (bellman, actually.) helped carry our luggages into the boot. and when i was in the taxi, i waved frantically at the bellman (to say goodbye.). and he waved (a little frantically, too.) back. HAHHA. and i comically sent him a flying kiss. and he comically sent one back too, before breaking into laughs. hahhaha. i think i miss bangkok already.

i'm sleepy. and getting tired of talking in sequence. hence i shall not sequence-talk/blog.

Well. we did a little shopping at MBK on day one, we had lunch there. and we had to go back earlier to help out at the Supply Chain Asia VIP dinner. so. we helped with registration la. and then, Paul Lim, the organizer/founder of Supply Chain Asia told us to go and have dinner with the VIPs.

There were about 4-5 round tables i think. and the VIPs were seriously Very Important People. Like almost all of them were Presidents/Founder/Chairman/Senior Managers. and its scared all of us. To be honest, before i left for the trip, i wasn't expecting like Big Shots to be there. but there, they were.

O well. Paul then told us, when we go in to the dining area, to not sit/stick together cos there won't be like 6 empty seats together. so. He said that we should go in, and sit at whatever seat's available. and just mingle with the people there, listen to their conversations, learn, sell yourself, extend your network, and enjoy!.

So when we went in. Kay. i'm tired of typing already. ah-ha. BRB.

I can't believe you called. i can't believe.

and i can't believe you said what you said. All that you said in eight hours of conversation. i can't believe.

i want to believe, but i can't.

and i can't believe myself.

i can't believe you. i can't.

Where was this conversation when i needed it the most?

Where was all this when i wanted to know the most?

i can't.

Maybe. Four years ago if you'd told me, i would've caved.

Maybe. Three years ago if you'd told me, i would be without hesitation.

Maybe. Two years ago if you'd told me, i would have gone back to you.

WHY.

why now? Why after so many years. Why.



i just can't believe.

Weeds

Woah.

*sweeps away dust buddies. and pulls out some weeds.*

So long since i blogged. hee hee.

Tomorrow's my interview!. for now.. i would say about 30% of my nerves are wrecked.

i just heard from TF that there'll be THREE interviewers instead of two. and Plus. Eden and Jeric as observers.

My head may just crack.

today's Quite a good day.

YO-KAY! i'm gonna get back to my research and preperation for tmr's Big interview - Which will last .. 15 mins.

Which means. i'll only be needed in school for........ Fifteen minutes.

what kinda Schooling - Day is that. BUt HECK

HAHAH! FIFTEEN MINUTES - HERE I COME BABY!










oh-kay. back to work.

FINALLY 18!

HwaH.

eighteen. i'm big fat eighteen already.

Actually eighteen's a good age. Because - 17 sounds kiddy. and 19 sounds old. so 18's just right.

(Ch-Loe. if you're reading this. Don't laugh at EIGHTEEN OKAY. i'll laugh at you when you turn eighteen. Anyway, you're still a kid. so ENJOY your privileges as a kid >:P)

Haaaaa. I think once you get older, Birthdays don't seem like a big deal anymore. it just means you're contributing to the ageing population of singapore. ANd. Birthdays are a good excuse to skip Evening classes (like now.) (HEH HEH HEH)

i feel like saying my thankyous.

To:

EeEe and Family - Thank you for being the first to "cut cake" although it was.. impromptu, cos i actually took out the cake so we all could eat without the intention of a birthday song. Haha. But thanks, LOVE YOU!

EeEe - Thank you for loving me! i miss you so much, and i'm sorry if i let you down in the past. i'll try to be a better daughter to do you proud! =)

Papa - i Love you so much, papa. and sometimes when you're not home, i really miss you. =) I FINALLY got my coffee cake. So i shall request for MORE cakes from you. (HEH HEH HEH)

KOR - HAHAH! Thank you for being my brother. we're so alike in so many ways, yet different in many others. i'm sorry for being irritating. i promise i'll irritate you more. =) (HUGS)

Aunty Leng - thank you sooo much for loving papa, and thank you (truly) for your care and concern, and always helping us do the housework. Thank you Thank you Thank you.


Ros - I MISS YOU SO MUCH! (HUGS) You're one of the craziest and smartest people i know. and somehow, i've always believed one day you'll be someone great. (i don't know why). But yes. (Love you!)

Rocky - HAHAH! i knew it was you calling this morning. i'm really sorry, hahhaah. i MiSS YOU SO MUCH! Come back soon okay? If you ever feel like a failure, =) i Believe in you, and Jesus believes in you!

HanChong - =) Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for being my fastest problem solver. Thank you. i truly hope you'll find someone. =) i know you will. You're a great guy! - Lots of love, duck legs.


Okay. have to run. meeting manda soon. will continue later.

You know what.

i think about you, but i don't want to. period.

-____-

Somehow. i feel incomplete. something's wrong.

i've bathed 3 times today.

i'm almost done with my tutorial.

i'm done with my Mix-CD.

i'm done with......................

WHAT HAVE I NOT DONE (LA)

ARG. ACK. BLEK.BLOP.CLIM.CHOK.POOONG!

that -(Long pause) - Is gibberish.


WHAT WHAT WHAT.

i think i need to talk to God.

Jesus, All for Jesus!

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face.
And the things of this earth
Will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace.

Light a candle for the victims of Child Abuse

www.lightamillioncandles.com

And yet, another post in the same day.

This is my blog, and there aren't any photos of me here, so pple won't know how i look like. So heck, i'm just gonna say whatever.

To my friends (and relatives.) who know me, Crap.


MY UTERUS IS KILLING ME

Whats with all the big horrible cramps. and (ACK! YUCK!) the loss of red bodily fluid.

IT HURTS LIKE POOP.

And guys don't complain okay. If you're gonna say getting kicked in your jingglies hurt more, then my question is, do you get kicked down there repeatedly for a few days?

NO RIGHT.

So don't complain.

If you want to, by all means, get yourself a Uterus. (maybe throw in some fallopian tubes too)




HOWEVER


I thank God for how he created me. Thank you Jesus! Just please please, gimme some supernatural painkillers.
Thank you Jesus.

Thank you Jesus.

Another post in a day.

Recently i met a gentleman, Which is a VERY rare case in the little island of Singapore.

The little things one does, can really tell, you know?

and it was a real pleasure.

Cheers - To the gentleman. =)

Re: the post below.

Strangely,

i can't remember (AT ALL) what the unexpected delight was about.

I have no recollection/memory whatsoever at all.

Thats quite sad. Its always good to remember an unexpected delight yes.

unexpected delight

title says it all, yes?

Truly, unexpected.

Truly, a delight.

MY FIRST

so long since i blogged.




ACK.


I'm gonna do my FIRST TUTORIAL FOR THIS SEMESTER -


Principles of Marketing.


(and its only 3 questions.)

then i guess i'll do my Second tutorial

Logistics & Operations Modelling. Which i think is THE best subject for this sem. Cause its easy to score!

Weeee! then after that. i'll read Comics. (Fruits Basket)

CHLOE:

Thank you, My dear! it's VERY nice. HEHE. i'm at book 7 okay, not that slow. will haunt you for the rest come Friday. Miss you all Very much =) Say Hi to your mum for me. and Kiss Jedd's cheek for me. and Hug Zac for me. and Give Mama a backrub for me. and after all these, Pat yourself on the back for me! HEHEH.


Okay!. gonna get started on my tutorial, tutorials.

Dearest Jesus, i thank you for Your holy presence, Holy spirit i welcome You, come and make yourself at home as i do my tutorials. Wanna Pray for everyone studying for A Levels, and all of us tutorial-doers. I ask for Wisdom so we can all study efficiently, i also ask that you give us good memory, to remember whatever that was taught, as well as to remember everything that we learn right now.

above all, i ask Lord, that my every action will bring glory to Your name. i humbly ask for your Mercy and grace. and i thank you because You will never change. Thank you for being my solid rock.

In Jesus' Most beautiful name, Amen.

a day out in the open. or closed.

you know.

i miss God. i miss feeling close to Him. i miss talking to Him.

and somehow. i don't have that fire in me to want to draw close to Him Although, i want VERy much to draw closer to him. WHY


Blephordioo.



(thats just gibberish)

i'm proud to be....

THE OWNER OF..............

JAMES PATTERSON'S LATEST



- C R O S S -

Timetable's out!

Here goes:

Monday - 9am to 4pm
Tuesday - 9am to 11 am (HAHA)
Wednesday - 11am to 1pm (HAHAHA)
Thursday - 9am to 7pm (My goodness.)
Friday - 9am to 12pm (YAY)

SIGH. and a BIGGER SIGH.

should i change my Elective to Calculus? instead of Marketing.

Because if all my other subjects are Qualitative. its really gonna kill.

Moreover, i got A for Management Science which is a Quantitative subject.

And i'm extremely tempted to Switch to Calculus. (Calculus is ALMOST like Amath.)

And i didn't do well at all for my Amaths.

And if i take Calculus, i'll have one less project to do. cos most probly there'll be a project for Mkting.

O well.

i'm gonna see our Course manager with Gek on Monday.. Clear all my doubts first, then see how.


Jesus, Guide me. For your word says, You are the Lamp unto my feet, Light unto my path.

So Lead me, show me Your Way.

its been four years.

Tomorrow's Mummy's 4th death anniversary. and i still thank God for bringing her to Heaven where she's Young and healthy and Happier than ever! =)

i went down to her... tomb?
.ney. urm.. ashes? but they're in a jar, behind a marble slab.

Well anyway. its supposed to be tomorrow, but papa's got work tmr. so we went today.

It was.. hmm.. i don't know.

i just miss mummy so much. everyone needs a mummy, although at times you may think you don't want one. but at some point, you know you Need one. and i miss my mummy.

and then at the place where her ashes were, i was walking around and i saw another "Person".

the marble slabs are about the size of a big bible. so usually there'll be the person's Picture, a bible verse, a cross (all Christians. its at All Saints Home.), and the Birthdate, and date of departure, and a little bit of family tree info.

so this other "Marble slab" i saw, was really simple. No Picture or anything. just a cross, a date - 30th Dec 1995, and a name - Joshua Tay something something, and " we will always love you".

there were many other stuff hanging around. (because this isn't government's territory, hence we have much more freedom and space. so pple like grow flowers there, and hang cards, and make little shelves and put mimature stuff. Really pleasant. Reminds me of Heaven.) lets see some of the pictures of (plastic) Flowers:

There was a Card, which i didn't read until later. then there were some.. um.. display suff. so i was pretty intrigued because there was so little information on the marble slab. so i read the card which was dated 2005. (sorry.)

it was written by all the members of the family, mummy, daddy, and daniel.

and they all said "Happy 10th Birthday!" and it struck me that Joshua probably died not long after he was born or maybe, he was a stillbirth.

and. it just left me so sad. and i know how great the impact is when one loses a family member.

its just sad.

the Daddy wrote (in the card) - about how losing Joshua had brought so much more into his life. That Heaven had never been closer in his past 31 years than when Joshua left the family.
and the mummy wrote - that she missed him so much. she still cries when she thinks about him. but she's happy that he's in Heaven with Jesus. and she can't wait to see him again.
Daniel wrote - that sometimes he wished Joshua was with them. and. how he longed for a brother. and he was speechless. (sad).

well. i know that God has great plans for this family. because God had, and still has Great plans for my family after mummy went home. so i thank God, that He is in control of everything. Even when the whole world seems dark and it feels as if one's walking on a tightrope, God is in Control. He might let you fall, but he'll catch you.


Because, God will never let me (and you) go. i know that for sure.

and thats all i'm living for.

Can You Believe?

i'm so secure
You're Here with me

You Stay the same
Your Love remains
Here in My heart

S o close, i believe
You're holding me now
In Your hands, i belong
You'll never let me go

HAHA

i was so happy i -

smiled to myself.

chuckled to myself.

smiled to myself more.

laughed to myself.

laughed to myself in the bath.

Jumped up and down while in the bath.

laughed and jumped up and down in the bath.



Yes. i was that happy. =)

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